Three Rivers, Part 3 & Coda

Last part here, a few twists, time for tea I think.

Music matters? Even In The Quietest Moments. Then When the Levee Breaks.

Part III: Truth

Sara Rosenberg was an anomaly. An aberration. She was Jewish, a progressive white liberal, a Democrat, and the valedictorian of the latest class to graduate from the Pittsburgh Bureau of Police’s rigorous Academy. She was physically fit and tough, both physically and emotionally. At five foot six inches and 110 pounds, she was about average height for female graduates of the academy, and a little lighter than that average. She was all muscle and ran a six-minute forty-second mile. Long blond hair and freckles, blue-green eyes over a pleasant enough smile, most considered Rosenberg cute, and most of the guys in the academy had tried hitting her up for dinner or a movie and been shot down. With no known boyfriend, it didn’t take long before the rumors started: she didn’t have a guy so she had to be a rug muncher.

Sara Rosenberg grew up in a progressive Jewish American family, which meant that she went to temple a couple of times a year, but only if absolutely necessary. Her parent’s home was in the Fox Chapel neighborhood, on Fairway Drive overlooking the Pittsburgh Field Club’s golf course. Everyone in her family was liberal, everyone watched MSNBC and everyone looked forward to Rachel Maddow’s nightly take on the state of the American political landscape. She was a graduate of the Shady Side Academy, with highest honors. She aced the SATs with a 1600 and had offers from Harvard and Princeton. She decided to stay in Pittsburgh and took a degree in History at Carnegie Mellon. She’d been exposed to public service in high school, at Shady Side, doing everything from working in homeless shelters to riding with ambulance crews and Pittsburgh cops.

And it was riding with the cops that had stuck with her.

It was plain enough to see that the world was coming apart at the seams everywhere you looked, but somewhere along the way Sara Rosenberg had decided that enough was enough. The world didn’t need more teachers or more accountants or lawyers. Pittsburgh needed cops. The bureau had been designed to function with about a thousand sworn officers on the street but by the mid-2020s that number had slipped to six hundred. The police were confronting deteriorating conditions throughout the city just at the time when young people had tuned out. To say that things were bleak was an understatement, but the commitment to public service inculcated at Shady Side, when combined with the experiences she shared during her many ride-alongs with Pittsburgh’s finest had been enough to make the decision easy.

Her parents were stunned. And furious.

They’d always assumed Sara would go to med school, preferably at Harvard where both her parents had studied. Becoming a cop was so far beneath their expectations that they both simply began to tune their daughter out.

And Sara knew then that she’d made the right choice.

Academy was tough, the hardest thing she’d ever done. Physically demanding, emotionally draining, yet most of the academics required little more than rote memorization and was not all that demanding. Tests were, however, stressful, because failure meant dismissal. Her academy class was interviewed by the local NBC affiliate for a segment on recruitment challenges faced by law enforcement agencies in Allegheny County, and when the reporter discovered who she was and that Cadet Rosenberg’s parents were the Rosenbergs of the Rosenberg Cardiovascular Clinic and that she had grown up in Fox Chapel…well…the story changed a little after that. It soon became a story about how everyone had to do their part, pull their weight if the city was going to survive the onslaught of criminal immigrant gangs invading the city. Sara did her best to answer all the reporter’s questions but hated being in this spotlight. But people recognized her after that, and some people even came up on the streets and thanked her.

Used to being the best at whatever she started, she took highest honors in the 33-week-long academy, and she thought she was well prepared to face life on the city’s mean streets. In order to find out whether or not this was in fact the case, she was slated to finish out her year of training by riding for three months with three Field Training Officers. First up, a month on Third Watch, or Evenings, working from four to midnight, then First Watch, or Deep Nights, from midnight to eight, and finally to Second Watch, or Days, from 0800 to four in the afternoon. At the end of that three-month rotation, she would ride with one of the department’s senior FTOs for a week, this being the last test before being cut loose and assigned to a precinct, or Zone.

All the senior FTOs had reputations. Some were on the mean side and these liked to create a tense, high-pressure atmosphere and see how the rookie handled stress. Others were the exact opposite, easy-going, almost laid-back officers who were no less observant, often taking their rookie to high-pressure encounters and seeing how they handled the change. There was a third type, as well. Cerebral. Nonjudgmental. Cold. Calculating. And almost all-knowing but like an empath, able to read people – like a book. There was only one FTO in the department like this third type, and he had a reputation. A bad one. Few people were assigned to ride with this FTO because few could take the pressure, and in the end, few rookies met his standards and ended up leaving the department.

Thomas Jefferson Warren, also known as Doc, was this third type of FTO.

He was an eighteen-year veteran of the department and the word around the academy was he’d been a Green Beret over there, in Afghanistan and Iraq. He’d been a medic and that was why people called him Doc. He was educated, had a Master’s degree in something esoteric, and apparently was still single and unattached, though in his mid-to-late 40s. He’d worked with the feds on an anti-gang task force and on drug interdiction programs with the DEA. He taught Aikido and the department’s street survival course and had been a motorcycle officer for five years before moving back to patrol after an accident. Most of the female officers in the department thought he was a hunk, which meant that most had tried to go out with him. None had succeeded. Word was he lived alone and spent all his off-duty time working one-on-one with kids before they got scooped up into livin’ the life. The word on the street was that no one in the department knew more about the city’s gangs than the Doc, so riding with him meant instant immersion in how gangs operated, and that meant working either in Zone 3, aka Shit City, or the projects and the hood around Garfield in Zone 5. And those two areas were parts of the city where cops were always walking on very thin ice.

And yet the Doc seemed welcome in the ‘hood.

Sara Rosenberg wanted to know why the Doc was so warmly accepted there, and how he’d pulled that off, because like everyone else she didn’t understand?

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And yet when she first saw Thomas Jefferson Warren that afternoon he seemed disheveled, almost exhausted, like he’d been up for days. His eyes were red-rimmed and rheumy; his uniform looked slept in. This first impression was not at all what she’d expected.

She was already in their assigned patrol car, an almost brand-new Ford Explorer, silver and black with yellow accents. Parked under bare trees in the Zone 5 precinct parking lot at Washington and Highland, she was filling out the header information on their DAR, their Daily Activity Report, in the process making sure the computer terminal situated between the two front seats was linked to the computer in central dispatch.

Warren was walking out of the station with his briefcase, and her second impression was that this guy didn’t look like some kind of bad-ass special forces kung fu warrior. No, this old cop had gray hair and was as thin as a rail. Thin, as in sickly thin, like maybe too much exercise or not enough food. Or both.

The Doc opened the rear hatch and put his briefcase back there, then slammed it shut and went up to the front passenger seat. “You inventory the vehicle?” Warren asked softly.

“Yessir. Good inventory. The 870 and the M4 both checked, safeties on, rounds chambered.”

“Spare battery pack for your radio?”

“Uh, no sir. Do I need one?”

He nodded. “Yes, always.” His voice was distant, careworn and distant. Like ‘why don’t you know this already?’

“You want me to go back in and get one?”

“I brought two. I won’t tomorrow.” His meaning was clear, and he was letting her know she was still green, still a rookie.

“Yessir. Understood.”

“Okay. South on Washington, to Bennett. Hang a left and go slow, real slow.”

“Yessir. Did I miss something at briefing? We looking for something?”

His cell phone chirped, his personal phone, and he answered. “Tugboat. Go,” he said, then he listened, starting to cry at one point and a few seconds later he hung up.

“Sir? You alright?”

“Do I look alright, rookie?”

“No, Sergeant. You look upset.”

“Yeah? Well? So you have astute powers of observation, rookie. Any chance you know how to drive, and if so, would you? I’ll sort this shit out.”

She put the Ford in drive and turned out of the parking lot onto southbound Washington Boulevard. Traffic was afternoon rush hour heavy, thunderstorms had blown through an hour ago but the streets were wet, the air humid, lost somewhere between cool and turning colder. Third Watch units checking into service, dispatch already on the air, sending units to calls that they’d been holding during shift change. Accidents, a couple of bad ones. An in-progress burglary. An old man, naked, standing in the middle of the intersection at Broad and Center, screaming about the coming apocalypse to shoppers coming out of the Target there, paramedics already in route. The usual crap. Endless. Just fucking endless. And most of all, most of these calls were mindless. Stupid people doing stupid shit. Endlessly. Mindlessly.

Warren looked at his watch. One of those ‘smart’ watches stupid people suddenly couldn’t live without. An alarm had buzzed on his wrist, his pulse was almost one hundred so he leaned back, shut his eyes and did a minute of deep breathing exercises. “Okay, Rook, coming up on Bennett,” he sighed after he stifled a yawn. “And remember, go slow.”

“What are we looking for?”

“We aren’t. I am. You keep your eyes on the road and try not to run over anyone.”

She looked away, suppressed the desire to tell him to fuck off. For the last three months everyone she rode with had wanted to let her know just how dangerous and inexperienced she was. Not just her, but every rookie just out of the academy. But she already knew that. Already understood that academy was just the first step. And she had desperately wanted to earn her FTO’s trust, to show them that she was ready to watch and listen and learn, so why did these so-called training officers want to belittle her. Was it like in the Kubrick film about the Marines? Full Metal Jacket? Did belittling rookies, stripping each recruit’s ego bare, in effect dehumanizing them, and then rebuilding each one in the image of their drill sergeant, really make for better Marines? Or, in this case, cops? Apparently these FTOs still thought so, but this new one, Warren, was supposed to be different. He was the FTO who could wash her out with the wave of a hand, just because. His reputation, and the respect he commanded throughout the department – and around the city – was immense. She wanted his respect, of course, but wasn’t sure what she needed to do to get it.

“Slower,” Warren said. 

She tried to see what he saw but nothing registered.

“Okay. Right on Lang,” he added, speaking so softly she could hardly hear him now.

A couple of blocks and as they approached the St. Charles Lwanga parish church he looked around attentively. “Turn into the lot across from the church, real slow, and stay close to the fence.”

As she turned into the lot she saw a black kid, sitting with his back up against a gray vinyl fence, almost invisible in the overgrown corner. 

“Stop. Unlock the doors.”

The kid stood slowly and walked up to the Ford, got in behind Rosenberg. Warren turned and looked at the gangbanger; Sara Rosenberg just sat there, eyes scanning.

“How ya doin’, Broadway?”

The kid shook his head. “It’s bad out here, man. These Trennies, man, they be some mean shit.”

“You guys behind the hit?”

“Yeah man. They was waitin’ for us. You know how many of my homeys got dead?”

“Four. Last I heard, anyway. Three more in ICU, not looking real good.”

The kid shook his head. “They got my crib, shot it up good. Kid next door, his grandmother got hit too.”

“She need help?”

“No, Doc, she dead. What about Dres’?”

Warren nodded. “Yeah, it was his daughter.”

“Oh, man, that’s the shit.”

“What about the kid’s grandmother? Where’s the body at?”

“Trennies took the body, man. Like no crime, ya know?”

Doc nodded. “You got anything new?”

“Yeah, Doc, yeah. They got two more kids in they basement, more of that cuttin’ up shit goin’ down.”

“When was their last shipment?”

“Thursday. Last two Thursdays.”

“What about the kid next door to you? He okay?”

“Naw, man, he fucked up. Lost his mama in a drive-by, now this shit. Doc, he be like twelve, ya know? Go to school and all that shit. Don’t seem right, ya know?”

“Where is he now?”

“He hidin’, Doc. They after him.”

“Why?”

“He saw they faces, man! They gonna git him too so he be hidin’ deep now.”

“There’s too much rain now, Benny. He can’t stay down there.”

“It ain’t da rain, Doc. It da snakes and shit. Warm down there, ya know?”

“You with him?”

Benny Broadway nodded. With his gang decimated he had nowhere left to go but the sewers and nobody trusted the cops enough to go with them. Not even the Doc.

Warren pointed at the church across the street. “You need something to eat or just want to get out of the cold, Father Boyle will help. Door on the back, three knocks, pause, then one more.”

Benny nodded. “You gonna git them Trennies, Doc?”

Warren didn’t answer the question. “We’ll be back later, like around nine or so, if you need anything.”

“Couple of burgers if ya can, Doc. And something to sleep in.”

Warren nodded. “Okay. Be careful, Benny.”

Rosenberg watched as the kid slipped out of the Explorer, even here taking care to be quiet, to move quickly into the shadows.

“Okay,” Warren said to her, his voice now even softer, “up to Frankstown, take a right.”

She u-turned out of the parking lot and turned left, headed north. “You wanna tell me what’s going on?” she said sarcastically. “Or would you rather I be a good little girl and just sit here with my mouth shut?”

He ignored her, then pulled out a small UHF radio, one that was definitely not department issue. “Tanker, Tugboat.”

“Tugboat, go.”

“15-25, echo-1”

“Echo-1 received.”

Warren put the radio away and started scanning the road ahead. For lookouts, primarily, but also for anyone who looked like they might be flying a drone.

Rosenberg sighed, paid attention to traffic and kept her mouth shut. Warren was obviously working some kind of undercover op and she wasn’t going to be in the loop, at least for now, and she assumed he was playing her, seeing how she responded to these unconventional moves.

“Speed up a little, and look off to the left.”

“At?” she asked.

“Anything. Just look left.”

‘Now what?’ she wondered.

“Okay, slow, then right on Hale, then hang another right, on Kelly.”

“What going on?”

“Lookouts. Mexicans. With radios.”

“Where? I didn’t see anything…”

“I know.”

“What do you mean by that?”

“You don’t know what to look for, but you’re doin’ fine.”

“What? You mean, just sit here and look dumb?”

He nodded. “They know our patrol routes and routines, they know me and they know who’s riding with me this week, which means they already know who you are.”

“What? What are you talking about? How do you even know shit like that?”

“Because that’s what they do everywhere. Penetrate the locals. Get their people inside. Usually dispatchers, PSOs, sometimes just buy cops on the inside. They start gathering intel before they move into an area.”

“What did you mean by they know me?”

“You. Your family. Your parents are rich so they know not to bother trying to compromise you, but you’ll make a pretty good target if they want a hostage or to make a statement.”

“A statement?”

“Yeah, kill you, to send us a message to back the fuck off.”

“What?”

“Doesn’t matter now. They’ve probably got a file on you and your family.”

Sara Rosenberg suddenly felt sick to her stomach.

“Don’t worry, kiddo. You’re not alone, not by any stretch, but I’ll need you to pay attention when I talk. No daydreaming, no inner voice shit. Listen. When I tell you stuff you gotta listen to everything I say. Okay?”

“Got it.”

“We’ve been working Tren de Aragua in Pennsylvania for a while, a couple of years, anyway. They absorbed parts of the Sinaloa Cartel on the North Side last year, and that marked their first big move into the city. We’ve been on ‘em ever since.”

“Who’s ‘we?’”

“The feds and the locals in the task force, and the relevant state agencies.”

“Do you know if what you said about my family is fact?”

He shrugged. “We’re never one hundred percent sure of anything, Rosenberg, at least not until we get one of their captains. Sooner or later we get our hands on someone who’ll sing.”

“You mean, like, what by that?”

“People always talk, Rosenberg. And their MO is the same, wherever they go. Penetrate the locals, find out who’s vulnerable, who’s broke, which cops gamble or do drugs, where the weak spots are inside local agencies, identify high value targets. The LAPD mapped all this shit out 20 years ago when they penetrated the cartels; Tren de Aragua is just following that playbook. Same shit when they move into a new neighborhood. ID the key players, the lookouts and mules, where meth is cookin’ or who’s cutting horse, and with what. ID the weak spots, the vulnerabilities, then take out the mules, cut off supply, negotiate with leadership and decapitate if they don’t go along.”

“You make it sound like a formula…”

“It is. The funny thing is…the same shit is goin’ down in Afghanistan, in Myanmar, Central Africa, you name it. It’s the basic counter-intel playbook. Nothing new. Man, it sucks when they don’t follow the playbook, sucks the big one when they pull off a surprise, even a little one. That’s when people get fuckin’ hurt.”

“Funny? You think this is funny?”

“Yeah, sure. Funny. Funny, as in funny as Hell. I’ve been doin this shit for more than 20 years and it never changes, they were doin’ it in ‘Nam and before we got there, too. And everyone says the spooks were financing their war and then brought it home to pay for the next one, but I doubt that’s true. Anyway, one way or another the stuff came home to roost, and we’ve been fighting it on our streets ever since. Like a poetic injustice, ya know; it’s a disease that never goes away. Like a wasting disease, eating us from the inside out.”

“I had a professor, an intro to international relations. Her thesis is that drugs have always been used by governments to control low income groups. Here, in France, all over Southeast Asia.”

Warren nodded. “Yeah, and one more time the whole thing is so tragic it’s funny. Like the Democrats were above that kind of shit. Right. And now that’s come back to bite ‘em in the ass.”

“Like a genie, once she’s out of her bottle you can’t get her back in. Why the Chinese keep flooding the market. No way to tear apart a society faster than to flood it with drugs.”

He looked at her and nodded. “You did History, right? At Carnegie Mellon?”

“Yup.”

“Okay, make a right here, keep an eye on the Yukon behind us.”

“The white car back there?”

“Yup. You gotta start memorizing front grill patterns. Helps you ID the soldiers they put on your tail. I think we just picked up Beni Navarro,” Warren said, reaching for the UHF radio. He flipped it on, then keyed the mic: “Tugboat, Lighthouse. Gonna need an airedale. Bravo November, black is white. Repeat, black is white.”

“Lighthouse received.”

“Excuse me,” Rosenberg said, “but what’s going on.”

“We’re moving a drone in to take a look at our tail.”

“Who’s this Ben Navarro?”

“Beni. He’s head of Tren de Aragua in Pennsylvania and Ohio, hangs out mainly in Pittsburgh these days, and Cleveland. Nasty son-of-a-bitch, right now he’s moving into Homewood and Hamilton, pushing out the Crips. Dos Hermanos. You’ll hear that a lot, the Lemon brothers, Porfirio Limones and his brother. We think his name is César. They just bought six houses on Oakwood, we’re picking up indications they’re tunneling up there, setting up a distribution network and safe houses.”

“What? Tunneling? Are you kidding?”

“Lighthouse, Tugboat, eyes on target, imaging now.”

“Roger,” Warren said.

“Lighthouse, Tugboat, positive ID on subject Lincoln Paul behind the wheel, Bravo November right front, two more in rear, thermal image only at this time.”

“Okay Sara, speed up a little, then turn on the overheads.”

“You wanna run code?”

“No siren for a minute; if they don’t break off we’ll go code-3 and see if that won’t shake ‘em.”

She accelerated to 50 miles per hour and turned on the overhead strobes, and almost instantly the white Yukon broke off and turned off on a side street. Warren keyed the mic again: “Tugboat, Lighthouse, follow target, track to and ID destination.”

“You want to slow down now?” Sara asked.

“Go to code-3, take Washington to the Highland Park Bridge, go to code-1 in a minute or so.”

She flipped on the siren and sped up, turned right on Washington and went silent about a minute before they passed the Zone 5 station. She slowed to 30 and kept in the right lane. “I think we picked up another tail,” she said, “when we turned on Washington.”

“Turn into the station, now.”

She just made the turn and Warren watched as a silver Suburban passed by, the driver staring at them as the large SUV roared past. There were at least four men in there and he was sure at least one of them had a rifle. 

“Okay, get behind them,” he said, hanging on as she whipped the Ford into a tight u-turn, busting back into the northbound lanes, the silver Suburban now almost a half mile ahead. “Tugboat, Lighthouse, northbound Washington, silver Suburban ahead, armed men inside, now at the curve, now westbound towards the bridge.”

“Who’s Lighthouse?” Rosenberg said.

He ignored her. “Okay, they’re going for the bridge, northbound on Highland Park.”

Lighthouse acknowledged.

“Lighthouse is the command center, DEA/FBI anti-gang task force. They’ll be moving the Predator now, get eyes on the license plate.”

“The LP is 789 IPG2,” she said.

“You saw it?”

“Yeah, of course.”

He read off the info to Lighthouse and entered the data on the Ford’s mobile data computer, and the registration came back to a plumbing supply house out by the airport.

“That figures,” Warren sighed. 

“Why?”

“They’ve got several cars plated there, some they use for legit work, others less so.”

“How close do you want me to get?”

“Two hundred yards for now. Lighthouse, subject vehicle now turning east on 28.”

“Airedale has the vehicle, you can break off now.”

“Roger.”

“Why aren’t we going to follow them?” Sara asked.

“We know who they are, where they’re going, so why provoke a confrontation when they’re not carrying product. They are sending a message. They know who you are and they’re letting us know they know, so like I said, you’re a target now, which means they know all about you and your family. We’ll have to put details on your father’s house and on their clinic, but we’ve got dozens of people under protective details right now, just here in the city.”

“I can’t fuckin’ believe this,” she sighed. “I don’t know you from Adam but you’re telling me a cartel knows all about me and my family?”

“As soon as you were assigned to ride in Zone 5, yeah.”

“Which means the department is penetrated?”

“You obviously weren’t listening to me.”

“I was. I just can’t believe it.”

He shook his head. “The reason these guys are doing so well is that most of their leadership has military experience, and when they need training they get it from the best. Retired Mossad. Wagner. Even retired Army. Just because they’re mean and ruthless doesn’t mean they’re stupid. By the way, in present circumstances, stupid means not learning from your mistakes.”

“You talking about them, or me?”

“If the shoe fit…”

“You saying I should quit?”

“Not at all. I am saying if you want to play in this league you need training. You need more training, more school, new skills.”

“Such as?”

“Put in two years here then go to the feds. Spend five years with them, more if you like the work. Come back here and make a real difference. You’ve got the basics down, now you need to sharpen your instincts, get to know the street. What goes down there, how people survive. You grew up riding horses and going to country clubs and summer camps. The street is an abstract concept to you right now so you’re dangerous, to yourself. If you want to change that, let me know by the end of our week together. If you don’t, no big deal. Go to traffic and work wrecks, or go to CID and work homicide. If you want to work gangs, let me know.”

“I can already answer that one. I’ve never been interested in gangs, and I’m still not.”

“Okay. What are you interested in?”

“Just patrol. Working a district.”

“The street, you mean?”

“Yeah, I guess.”

“Where? Fox Chapel? Where you grew up?”

“No, not at all. Here in the city.”

“And if the streets are being taken over by gangs, just where does that leave you?”

“Is that what it comes down to?”

“No, not really. You could work a beat downtown or over on the strip, do traffic control, take reports, put in your twenty, maybe get married along the way, have a couple kids. No shame in that. Then again, not too many History grads from Carnegie Mellon join the bureau. With your GPA you ought to be at Harvard or Georgetown but you’re not, so there must be something else going on.”

“You read my file?”

“And your transcripts. I even talked to a few of your professors.”

“What?”

“Yeah. Nothing but good things to say about you, too. Though everyone I talked to was disappointed in your decision to join the force, said it was a waste of talent. So you tell me. Is it?”

“Is it what?”

“Is this the best possible choice for Sara Rosenberg? Could she do more meaningful things, such as, say, become a physician like her parents? Or a lawyer? Or work for the FBI or CIA?”

“Or…why not just be a housewife? Is that what you’re telling me?”

He grinned. “Pretty big chip on that shoulder, Sara.”

“Or maybe I should run off and be a stripper? Huh? Would that make you happy?”

He laughed at her anger, shook his head as he looked out the window at the passing landscape. “Never considered that one, Sara. You’re cute, but somehow I don’t see you dancing.”

“I’m cute?”

“Yeah, of course you’re cute. You not notice that before?”

“Me? No, not really. I always thought I was kinda frumpy.”

“Frumpy? Now I haven’t heard that one in a long time. Frumpy, huh. I’ll have to think about that. No. No way. You’re cute, not frumpy.”

She glanced at him quickly then back at the road ahead, and she shook her head, too. “You look almost like you’re sick. Way too skinny. Are you?”

“Am I what? Sick?”

“Yeah.”

“I don’t think so.”

“You been to a doc recently?”

“Few months ago, but I run, Sara. I mean I do marathons and triathlons, stuff like that.”

“Oh. I guess that would explain it, but even so you look pale. Like I said. Sick.”

“Okay. I’ll get a checkup.”

“Thanks.”

“See? Your instincts are maternal, protective, and grounded in empathy,” he said. “Like you’re a born physician.”

“Why are you pushing that on me?”

“Because you look out of place, the uniform doesn’t look right on you.”

“Wow, Warren. That’s harsh.”

“Call me Doc, would you? All my friends do.”

“We going to be friends?”

“Never know.”

“Why Doc?”

“Medic. The name stuck.”

“Now there’s some major league irony for you, ladies and gentlemen!”

“Yeah, ain’t that the truth.”

“So, why didn’t you go to med school?”

He sighed, leaned back a little and looked ahead, then at the computer screen between them. “Tugboat, Lighthouse, is the target on 76 now?”

“Affirmative.”

The sun was going down and darkness was coming on fast. He looked at his phone, checked the current temperature and the forecast for the night. “Shit, going down to 20 tonight. Hard freeze.”

“Yeah? What are you thinking?”

“Those two kids, hiding down in the sewers in sub-zero conditions. Weather will kill them before the Trennies can get to them.”

“Options?”

“None that would be worth a damn. Get ‘em to a shelter and they’d get it there. Take ‘em into protective custody and odds are someone on the inside would get to them. Best option is probably sleeping bags and a small camp stove with some food, but now I’m not so sure we didn’t blow their cover.”

“You think we might have led them to the kid?”

“It’s possible.” He double-checked the time again, seemed to make up his mind about something. “Tugboat, Lighthouse, code zebra.”

“Lighthouse, Tugboat, four hours.”

“Tugboat to all units, stop repeat go. Say again, stop repeat go.”

“What was that all about?” Rosenberg asked.

He turned and looked at her. “So, what do you want for dinner?”

“What?”

“You like Thai? The place on Ellsworth is in-district.”

“What?”

Doc shook his head, sighed. “Man, you got to put shit where it belongs. Compartmentalize, prioritize. Time management. Our slot to eat begins in twenty minutes, miss that and you won’t eat ’til tomorrow morning. We’re going to be writing reports all night as it is…”

“What? Wait, how do you know that? We haven’t even been on one report call.”

“It’s early, Rookie.” He looked out the window and a chill ran down his spine. “And our night hasn’t even started yet.”

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After dinner, green curry and spring rolls times two, he took over driving. After checking back into service he waited about five minutes then called in again: “3 X-ray 77, show us out sixty-one Union Charlie.”

“2130,” dispatch replied with the time checked out.

“I’ve never heard that one before. What is it?” Sara asked.

“We’re checked out on a special assignment, narcotics related.” 

He was pulling into the massive homeless shelter at Lincoln and Trenton, then under the carport. “Wait here,” he said as he got out of the Explorer and disappeared inside the door that read Men’s Shelter. He came back about five minutes later with two trash bags full of stuff, and he put these in the rear cargo compartment. Back behind the wheel he took off for the ‘hood again.

Rosenberg knew now not to ask. ‘Just sit back and pay attention,’ she told herself. 

And a few minutes later he pulled out the little UHF radio. “Tugboat, Lighthouse. Has the party started yet?”

“Lighthouse. Party started.”

He put the radio away then turned on Oakwood and drove by the Limones brother’s house slowly, giving their lookouts time to respond, then Warren turned down Hamilton before making a left on Hale, but he stopped at Mumford. There was a plumber’s van parked outside the little Baptist church, and Warren looked up at the top of the three-story crenelated tower and her eyes followed his. Two men were up there with some kind of tripod mounted device, but he made a left on Mumford and drove back up Hamilton until the Ford was facing the Limones house again.

“Do you smell gas?” Doc asked.

She rolled her window down and took a sniff. “Yeah, I do.” 

He made a right on Oakwood. “Call it in, would you?”

She got dispatch, told them to call the gas company and the fire department, and Warren made another turn, right this time, and he circled around to the little church again and parked behind the plumber’s van. She saw the men up there again, only now the two men were aiming a bright green laser at the Limones’ house.

“You’ll want to shut your eyes now,” Warren said, and as she turned to look at him a concussive roar filled the night sky. She turned in time to see a huge fireball erupting from the Limones’ house, then heard windows shattering all over the neighborhood. A second later the house next to the Limones house went up in a second concussive blast, then the next house went, and the next.

“Jesus Fucking Christ!” she yelled. “What the fucking Hell was that!?”

“Gas leak,” Doc said as he watched the two ‘plumbers’ hop in the van and drive away. “You better call it in. Advise four houses are involved.” He drove over to Hamilton and got as close to the raging inferno as he dared, then he stepped out of the Ford, pulling out the UHF again and calling it in. “Tugboat, Lighthouse, Charlie Echo Paul high order zero.” He put the little radio in his coat pocket and watched as the first fire trucks arrived on scene, then he leaned in and spoke to her. “Okay, let’s go take some notes for our report.”

She looked at him, shellshocked. 

“No? Okay, why don’t you just sit there. I’ll be back in a few.”

She sat there for a minute then got out and followed him up Hamilton. Warren was up there talking to the Fire Department’s on scene incident commander, telling him about the gas leak, and she listened to his explanation with a growing sense of unease. Like he was lying his ass off. And the Assistant Fire Chief was doing his part, taking information he knew was a lie and dutifully writing it all down. Four pumpers were on scene now, flooding the hillside with water and fire retardants, getting the four fires under control, and she looked around at all the gawkers that were gathering on the sidewalks across the street from the blazing houses, then she looked back through the trees, noted the clear sightline between the little church and the houses.

Sara Rosenberg had zero military training. She had never heard of a laser guided bomb, had no idea what kind of ground or aerial support was required to use these devices, but any idiot could smell the air and this air smelled all wrong. Strong chemicals lingered in the air, but once again she had no idea what it was she was smelling, or where this foul odor had come from. 

Could it have come from a gas leak? Sure. Maybe.

‘Just what the hell was that?’ she asked herself. ‘Who were those guys up there? Why was Doc so interested in them?’

Yet she had no idea she was being played.

Several vans appeared, local TV stations. Cameramen got out and set up tripods, reporters roamed the crowds, looking for eyewitnesses. One of them spotted Sara; this reporter had done the first in-depth report about Sara in the academy and immediately recognized her. Warren watched this and smiled.

The reporter was just doing her job, the narrative was simply being massaged a little in real time, shaped as circumstances warranted. Doc watched the interview, noted how easily Sara slipped into the role. Authoritative, easy going in front of the camera, a natural.

“So what can you tell us?” the reporter asked. “Do you know what happened?”

“My partner and I were patrolling the area and we smelled gas. We called it in but less than a minute later this house went up, then the next three, over there. As soon as these fires die down a little we’ll search for survivors…”

‘And there won’t be any,’ Warren said to himself as he walked over and stood behind Sara. Very deliberate. Very visible. When regional leaders of Tren de Aragua saw him standing there they would understand that this was no gas leak. They would understand that they needed to pull out of Pittsburgh, move on to greener pastures – while they still could – because the gloves had come off. This was just the next phase in the constantly evolving war on drugs, but things change. They always do.

+++++

Back in their patrol car. Sara behind the wheel again. Still clueless.

The UHF radio in Warren’s pocket chirps. Incoming call. He pulls it out, puts the earphone in his right ear, away from her. “Tugboat. Go.”

He listens. His jaw clenches. He pulls out a notepad and starts writing.

“Just three?” he asks. “Okay. On our way.”

She looks at him as they pull up at a traffic light.

“Turn here,” he commands.

“Left?”

“Yes, left.” Anger, frustration. But way more anger. “Wood to Moosehart, turn right and go up the hill.”

Soon they are patrolling behind the house on Oakwood. And it soon becomes clear that three vans are up here searching, too. Dark gray vans, no windows. They stop at a stop sign and one of the vans pulls up alongside, driver’s door to driver’s door. Window rolls down in the van. 

“Window down, please,” Warren tells her. She complies.

Sara hears radio chatter. The van’s interior is dimly lit – blood red.

The driver speaks. He ignores Sara. “He’s in the silver Yukon, on 76 eastbound.”

Warren crosses his forearms over his chest and scowls, then he nods. “Parker know?”

“Aye, sir. You want him? Need to talk to him?”

“No, not necessary.”

The van drives off. Sara sits there, speechless. “So, Navarro got out?” she asked.

He looked at her slowly, carefully, measuring her, then he nodded. “They’ve got tunnels all under this hill, safe houses everywhere. He must’ve been down there in one of them.”

“When the bombs hit, you mean?”

He made eye contact again, as he turned up the heat on the AC panel. “Getting cold out, isn’t it?”

“You enjoy speaking in metaphors, don’t you?”

“No, actually, I’m cold.”

“Oh. Why don’t you put a heavier coat on?”

“Forgot to bring it.”

“That’s a rookie’s excuse, Warren,” she said, smiling.

“Ain’t that the truth. So, I asked you earlier, where do you see yourself in a few years.”

“I said I wasn’t sure yet, didn’t I…?”

“That you did.”

She’d made up her mind an hour ago, but here it was. “I want to know what you know. I want to be able to pull off what you just pulled off.”

He sighed, nodding his head as he slouched back in his seat. “After I came back from The Stan…”

“The what?”

“Afghanistan. After I came back to the city I enrolled at Pitt. Sociology. I was so sure I wanted to go into social work. You know. Make a difference. Man, there were drugs everywhere, and everywhere we went we ran into that shit. Homeless people? Homeless because of drugs. People getting out of prison? In prison on drug charges. Even when a crime wasn’t obviously about drugs you could dig a little deeper and find out drugs were behind whatever it was that landed them in jail. And the cops, they’re like the little Dutch boy with his fingers in the dyke, ya know. You plug one leak and two more start on the other end of the dam. Every time we thought we’d made progress another torrent would break open and wash away all our progress, and pretty soon we realized there was no way to keep up. You know, back in the 90s there were more than a thousand cops in the bureau; now there are barely six hundred. Kids aren’t interested, even though the money these days is pretty good. Same with the armed services. Can’t meet enlistment goals, sometimes by fifty percent. We can’t fill an academy class. Used to be 40 in a class, then 30, and now it’s 20-something.”

“I know. That’s why I…”

“I know that’s why you joined, Sara. Believe me, I know. But we need 300 more just like you and that ain’t happening. And because it’s not happening we’ve had to change tactics. Another executive order, from the White House. Get the drugs off the street. At any cost. And this order is off the books. Secret. Go after the dealers and if that doesn’t work we’ll go after the end user, but Sara, there aren’t enough jails in the world if we go down that road. We have to make this work or society is going to be fundamentally altered. As in militarized.”

“Logical,” she said. “And probably inevitable. Half the country has been sliding down into the sewers for damn near a hundred years, ever since the Chinese started flooding California with opium.”

“Yeah, I know. They did it to the British in Hong Kong, and then in Burma and India. And it worked, too. The Brits are gone from Asia now, and pretty soon we’ll be gone from the world stage, unless we can turn this ship around.”

“So,” she said, “what you’re saying is that action speaks louder than public policy pronouncements, feasibility studies, and congressional subcommittees. Is that about right?”

Warren took out his cell phone and quick-dialed a number. “You still up?” – then – “Mind if I come over?” He rang off and turned to her, then nodded his head. “I want you to meet someone.”

“Okay. Now?”

“Yeah. Your old neighborhood. Raynor Road. Let’s go.”

It took a half hour but he directed her to a huge estate behind a stone wall, entry blocked by a motorized wrought-iron gate, open at the moment, and the reason why soon apparent. There were a half dozen black Suburbans parked beside the massive three-car garage, and at least one armed guard standing beside every window or door Sara could see. She parked the Explorer and followed Warren up to the front door; the door opened before they reached the brick porch and Sara immediately recognized Senator Andre Lutz. His wife, Judge Amari Brown-Lutz, was by his side. Both were distraught.

But when Dre’ Loos saw his old friend he came forward and the two men hugged. Both were soon crying; Sara Rosenberg was confused. She followed the men into the house, noting that the judge had suddenly disappeared. They walked into an immense living room, a huge, lighted swimming pool visible on the far side of the room, on the far side of the largest windows Sara had ever seen. Her father’s house was not far from this place but it wasn’t even half this size, so she was kind of impressed. The furnishings were kind of ‘country-French’ and quietly elegant, the art on the walls looked expensive, like they’d be in museums one day. Federal agents with earpieces dangling stood by the windows, another was just visible out by the pool wearing night vision goggles.

Judge Brown returned with two young boys in tow; when they saw Doc Warren they ran across the room and jumped into his outstretched arms as he knelt to catch them. The judge introduced herself to Sara, then the Senator did, as well.

“We’ve heard so much about you,” Andre told her. “We were hoping we’d get to meet you, just not under these circumstances.”

Warren stood and kind of coughed a little, interrupting his friend. “Dre’, she’s still in the dark about Alex. I’m still getting her up to speed.”

“I thought she started with you last week?” he said, startled.

“No, sorry, but this was her first night riding with me.”

“Ah.” The Senator turned and faced Sara, his eyes boring into her. “How was it out there tonight?”

“Informative, to say the least. And instructive. Sergeant Warren is a good teacher.”

“Always has been,” Dre’ said. “Would either of you like something to drink? Ginger ale, a Coke?”

Both shook their heads; the two little boys were clinging to Warren, begging for attention. He knelt and picked them both up and walked to the windows that looked out over the swimming pool, leaving Sara with the Senator and his wife.

“So, the story here is they got our daughter about three weeks ago. I was in D.C. and our nanny was supposed to pick up Alex, uh, Alexandra, from kindergarten. Turned out the girl worked for this Navarro character, for Tren de Aragua. We got a ransom note a few days later. We learned last Friday that they killed her…”

Judge Brown excused herself, walked off into the house.

“My wife is not taking this well. She feels it was her fault.”

“Why?” Sara asked.

“She’s refused protective details for over a year, ever since we started getting threats from them. I don’t think any of us ever figured they’d go after our kids. That’s always been off limits, but these guys have been rewriting the rules for a while now. Well, this was the straw that broke the camel’s back. The President has said ‘no more,’ no more Mr Nice Guy. Use whatever means are necessary. So tonight was our first move.”

“Are we going to wait for them to respond?”

Dre’ shook his head. “No. We’re moving against them in Florida and Texas tonight, too. Tomorrow the attacks will escalate to known hideouts in Venezuela and Panama. We’re also coordinating with agencies in Spain and Portugal, and we’ll be hitting them there this week.”

“I’m sorry about your daughter, sir. I, well, I don’t know what else to say.”

“I appreciate that. All in all, we just wanted to meet you, but after you’d been with the Doc for a week…”

“Tonight pretty much decided things for me, sir. I’m all in.”

“Well, you finish up your week with Thomas and we’ll have our conversation then.”

“Thomas, sir?”

When he heard that, Senator Lutz started laughing until he was red in the face.

+++++

“He said I’m supposed to call you Hooker from now on.”

“Oh he did, did he?” Warren sighed.

“Why? Why Hooker?”

“Oh, who knows? You’re not, by any chance, a William Shatner fan, are you?”

“Who’s that?”

Warren smiled and looked out the window as she steered the Explorer over the Highland Park Bridge one more time on their way back to their district. “You know, I’m not sure.”

“Oh. Okay. Those kids sure seem to love you…”

“I’m their Godfather.”

“Really? How’d that come about?”

“Dre’ and I go way back, all the way to grad school.”

“In sociology? Both of you?”

“That’s a fact.”

“So, you knew Alexandra?”

“Yup.”

“Well?”

“Yup.”

“And you don’t want to talk about it, right?”

“Yup. I do want to get those sleeping bags over to the boys.”

“Back to that church?”

“Yup.”

She shook her head and drove back to the ‘hood, to the empty church parking lot, and as they pulled in she was the first to see the boy. He was face down in a pile of leaves, and the boy wasn’t moving.

“Oh, goddamn, no,” the Doc sighed, grabbing the M4 carbine from under his seat and then running over to the body.

He rolled the still-warm body over, and saw the catastrophic bullet wound in the center of Benny’s forehead. “Turn off the headlights, now!” he shouted. “Get the 870 after you call us out on a homicide at this location, then take cover…”

The window inches behind her head exploded; a split second later the sound of the gunshot arrived and she felt little chunks of tempered glass rain down on her back as she ducked low and pulled her door to. Another round slammed into the dashboard and bits of plastic splintered the back of her neck as she reached for the radio’s mic.

“3 X-ray 77,” she yelled into the mic, “33 our location, shots fired at our squad, one vic on the ground…”

Another round slammed into the Ford’s door and everyone listening heard her scream in pain as the bullet tore into her thigh. She pulled herself over the center console and out Warren’s door, then turned and pulled the Remington 870 out.

“You hit?” she called out.

No reply. 

Two more rounds fired, then four more, different sound from this one. Four more of the same, then two more. Sirens converging. A helicopter getting closer. She pulled out her hand unit and tried to talk: “3 X-ray 77, I think I’m hit…”

Sirens getting close, engines under heavy acceleration. Tires squealing, Someone over her, moving her gently. She opened her eyes and looked up, saw Warren bent over her legs and wondered when she’d fallen. She tried to say something, anything, but everything was turning cold and white and she hated to admit it just then, even to herself, but she was starting to feel a little afraid.

Coda

Damarius King was at a crossroads, because he’d never seen anything like this. Never, in all his thirteen years. The Christmas tree was huge. The number of presents under the sagging branches was perplexing. Daunting. Because some of them had his name on them. Nothing made sense here, like sometimes his dreams made no sense.

He’d always loved football and knew he was supposed to love the Steelers, but like everything else in this place he didn’t understand why. Because he had two brothers now, even though they weren’t really his brothers. He had a mother, too. A real mother, even though she wasn’t really his mother. But bestest of all was his dad, even though he wasn’t really his father. But his dad had been a Pittsburgh Steeler and that made up for a lot.

He’d never had a big dinner on Christmas Eve, had never watched old TV shows about Christmas, and everyone had looked around like they were kind of sorry when he told them this was his first Christmas tree. His grandmother had never been able to afford a tree, or even Christmas presents, for that matter. He was sorry he’d mentioned it because he didn’t like that look on their faces, that look caught somewhere between pity and regret. Every time he saw that look on their faces he felt like he didn’t really belong here, even though his new dad said he did.

He was sitting beside the tree now, looking at the lights. His little brothers were sitting beside him, staring at the tree then looking at all the presents spilling out onto the floor, and his dad was sitting in a chair not too far away, looking at the tree with grim satisfaction etched across his face. Weird music was playing, some old man dreaming of a white Christmas. His mom came in with hot chocolate and he loved that stuff, then she went and sat with her husband. 

A while later and his dad said it was time for bed and he followed his brothers down the long hallway to their bedrooms. There were big windows here, windows with real glass that didn’t need to be boarded up because no one shot up this ‘hood. He had his own room now, too, and his own computer. He had a nice collection of astronomy programs on it and he was learning the names of all the constellations, and the names of all the planets in the solar system. His dad had taken them all to the planetarium and that had been the best day ever, and when he got lonely he looked at the pictures he’d taken that day and he remembered his grandmother at times like that. He remembered the drugs and BennyB and those last three or four nights in the sewer after she was killed.

How Benny had told him to stay put, to not leave the sewer no matter what he heard. Then all those gunshots, all that screaming. Helicopters and those lights that were so bright they almost looked blue, sirens and more gunshots. He’d climbed up that rusty old ladder and looked around and it had been snowing then. And someone was looking for him, calling his name. A cop, an old white guy, and the sun was starting to come up then and the cop had seen him.

And everything had started to change after that.

The old cop. He’d made all this happen. Uncle Doc.

Damarius King still didn’t understand, and while he liked having a room all his own in a way he liked his old room better. He’d been able to lay there in his old room and look up through the shattered ceiling at the stars, and he missed that.

+++++

His brothers got him up early. Way too early. Some shit about Santa Claus.

And they couldn’t go to the living room yet, couldn’t go see the presents under the tree. Mom was making pancakes, huge suckers bigger than a Frisbee. And bacon. And oh God, the maple syrup…that stuff was so good.

And then Uncle Doc came in with his girlfriend, Sara. She was still walking with a cane and she wasn’t a cop anymore. She was going to go back to school to be a doctor. Uncle Doc came over and hugged his mom, then the same with his dad, then he came and sat down beside Damarius.

“How you doin’, kiddo?”

“Good.” He didn’t know why, but he still felt small next to his uncle, almost afraid to talk.

“Looks like some good presents out there. You must’ve been a good kid this year.”

Damarius nodded.

“I got you a present too, if that’s okay…?”

Damarius looked down and shrugged. Warren looked at Dre’ who just shook his head.

They went out to the tree after that and Damarius saw a big orange telescope over by the window that hadn’t been there last night, and his uncle told him Santa had brought it for him because he’d been such a good boy and that didn’t make sense because why had Santa never come before? Had he been bad? And what was he doing now that made him good?

He had other presents. A Steelers helmet, a real football just like the pros used, some new programs for his computer. Math programs, and more science stuff like an atlas of the Moon and he couldn’t wait to get them loaded but that telescope seemed to be calling his name so he went over and looked at it. And Uncle Doc came over too. He explained how everything worked.

“Will you come over and help me use it?” Damarius asked.

“Sure. Sure I will. You know it, kiddo.”

“Like tonight?”

“If the sky’s clear, sure, but we don’t have to wait until tonight. You’ve got a special filter that lets you look at the sun.”

“I do?”

“Yup. Sure do. I made sure Santa brought you one, ‘cause you’ve been such a brave kiddo this year…”

“Brave? What do you mean?”

“Well, lots of bad things happened, right? And you didn’t give up. You kept trying hard in school, and you’ve been trying real hard ever since that night…”

“That was a bad night.”

“Yes it was,” Doc sighed. “Yes, it surely was.”

Sara was watching them and there it was, the reason why she loved Doc, and always would.

+++++

MaryAnn and Aaron were in the kitchen, putting the finishing touches on their Christmas Dinner. Sarah Caldwell was in her room, still getting dressed, still stressing about her clothes. She finished her hair and then went downstairs. She plugged in the lights and their Christmas tree came back to life, though all their presents had been cleared away.

The little bell rang and Sarah scampered off to his room.

Peter Wells looked regal, though he habitually wore turtlenecks these days – to hide the scar on his neck. Still, he had that manner about him. Wealthy, like a patrician. And wealthy people wore navy blue cashmere turtlenecks, didn’t they? She helped him into his wheelchair and pushed him out to the living room, to the big window next to the Christmas tree.

“You three did such a marvelous job this year,” Peter Wells said as he gazed up at the tree, “I do so hate to take this one down. Maybe we could leave it up for a while? To the New Year, perhaps?”

“There’s no law that says we can’t,” MaryAnn said as she carried a platter of something to the dining room table.

“I’m with you, Dr. Wells,” Aaron sighed. “You know, they grow on you.”

“When are our guests arriving?” Peter Wells asked.

“They should be here momentarily,” MaryAnn said. “They’re just looking for a parking place.”

“And what have you two been up to down here?” Wells asked. “It smells just heavenly…”

Aaron and MaryAnn smiled. “Gravlox, lobster bisque, endive salad, and prime rib.” Mary Ann sighed seductively, adding coquettishly: “And a special treat for dessert.”

“Dear God, how on earth could anyone top that!” Wells smiled expansively, as always admiring MaryAnn’s skills in the kitchen, and letting her know how much he appreciated them. And her.

The doorbell chimed and Sarah took off, and came back a moment later with the evening’s guests of honor, Sergeant Thomas Jefferson Warren of the Pittsburgh Bureau of Police and his fiancé, Sara Rosenberg.

“There he is!” Wells cried. “My hero!”

Warren looked down and shook his head, his arms full of Christmas presents he’d wrapped himself; he carried the loot over to the glittering tree and put them there. “None of that hero stuff tonight, Dr Wells. I was just doing my job and you know it.”

“Such modesty does not become you, my lad. If not for you at least two of us wouldn’t be here to enjoy this night, and you have our eternal thanks, young man.”

Warren walked over and took his new friend’s hand. “Right place at the right time, sir. Now, how are you doing.”

“Me? I’m doing quite well, thank you. Yes, quite well. And Miss Rosenberg, you’re looking elegant tonight, and walking much better than the last time I saw you.”

“I am, thanks,” Sara said. “Still, I have days…”

“Ah, yes, don’t we all,” Wells replied warmly. “Now, would either of you care for something warm, or perhaps something with a little kick to it?”

Soon they were all gathered at the table, enjoying the feast MaryAnn had prepared, then the conversation turned to more recent events.

“So, Sergeant Warren,” Peter Wells said, and he always addressed Doc formally when the Senior VP of Intelligence for the Rand Corporation wanted to discuss matters of state, “now that the president has invoked war powers how are things progressing?”

“Well sir, the so-called ‘soft war’ in Mexico has been partially successful. The Juarez cartel in particular has been hammered into irrelevance, but our insertions have been limited to cross-border ops so far and that limits us to moving only about a hundred miles into the interior. What many in Washington don’t understand is the terrain in the northern Sierra Madre has many of the same characteristics as the foothills west of Da Nang, in Vietnam. This is air-cav territory, sir…”

“Yes, I know, I know, but I’m more interested in progress here in our cities.”

“That’s harder to quantify, Dr Wells. Using Predators and Reapers over our cities has generated some serious political pushback, despite recent successes. For example, our strikes out on Oakwood were more than effective. Those deep penetrator warheads got down to the depth where most of their tunnels were located, and as you’ll recall, we sent in Delta Force to take out the rest of the Trennies in the area…”

“How many got away?” Sarah Caldwell asked.

“The two that jumped you, Dr Wells, including their regional leader and his kid brother…”

“And that was good shooting, Sergeant,” Peter Wells said.

“I’m still not sure how I did that,” Warren sighed. “That ball lightning…man…that scared the crap out of me…”

“You’re not the only one,” MaryAnn added, a shiver running down her spine as she remembered bailing out of the Subaru to help the stricken Wells, only to see that thing floating across the lawn and vaporizing Navarro.

“Anyway, We had about fifty Delta Force operators working Hamilton and Garfield going door to door, house to house, and it was just like Fallujah. Cartel and Crips dug in like ticks.”

“What was the final tally, do you know?”

Warren nodded, cleared his throat. “Sir, these figures are still classified.”

“You can speak freely here, Sergeant. We’re among friends.”

Warren looked down, and nodded. “Aye, sir. We lost twenty men, and took out 270-plus. Most of that latter figure includes gang members under 17 years old, all heavily armed but undisciplined and with no effective leadership cadre. Unsophisticated, I guess you could say. No booby traps, no hidden mines. It was a straightforward op, sir, but we’ll never really know how many of those people were collateral kills. Several elderly women are in that body count, all unarmed…”

“But do you have any proof that our men killed them?”

“Not really, sir. Most of the gang members were using the 5.56 NATO round, same as our guys, so there wasn’t any real way to differentiate at autopsy.”

“And if not for you, Sergeant, I would have been on the coroner’s slab. Don’t you ever forget that? We’ve been at war for three decades, only we’ve just now responded. It will take time to root these invaders from our cities.”

“I know, sir.”

“Now, how was the boy? Damarius?”

“I guess I’d call it PTSD, sir. He’s still withdrawn and suspicious…”

“You must learn to put yourself in his shoes, Thomas.”

“I know, sir. Still, it’s difficult. His experience of our world was limited…”

“From the photographs I’ve seen, Thomas, those people were living almost like animals. Fearful and in hiding, not sure where the next barrage would come from. Who was a friend, who was a predator? Impossible way to live, really. We can’t have an engaged democracy while people are living like that.”

“I think this will be the work of generations, sir. If we have the political will to restore these people’s lives and not to simply blame them and shove them aside.”

“Oh, that will happen,” Wells said, “but then again I’m a pessimist when it comes to the relations between races. And it’s not just our problem, is it?”

“No sir. Immigration crackdowns in Europe have proven that beyond any reasonable doubt.”

“Oh, it’s not limited to just Europe, Sergeant,” Wells sighed. “Religious intolerance plays its fair share, too. And it’s odd, don’t you think, that no one offered to take in the Palestinians?”

“Nobody wants that kind of trouble, sir.”

“Exactly. But is that not racism?”

Warren smiled. “No sir, it’s realism.”

Wells smiled too, steepling his hands over his chest as he looked at the police officer. “Realism has always been a loaded word, Thomas. Rooted in the word reality and so often at odds with words like idealism, and even pessimism, yet how do we proceed if we don’t first acknowledge the reality of the current situation. I fear most of all that we don’t have time to waste coming to terms with all our inadvertent climate modifications, to adjust policy to meet the realities of the current situation. Fighting wars wastes the time available. These conflicts distract us from the work that needs to be done to mitigate what we can, while we still may. We must build resilience and sustainability as we confront this future, and not fight endless brush wars…

And in an air conditioning duct above the dining room table, a small blue sphere no larger than a mote of dust listened to this exchange. The listeners far, far away took note of what was said – and wondered what to do next.

(c)2025 adrian leverkühn | abw | this is fiction, every word of it.

 

 

 

Three Rivers, Part 2

Next part of the story, and don’t give up on it just yet.

Music? Slack Hands, by Galliano. Yeah, you heard right. Just go with it. Maybe put it on repeat while you read, maybe try something stronger than tea this time, too. Round this out with some Summertime, just because Wakeman does it better than just about anyone these days.

So right, off we go, into the second of three parts.

Part II: Temperance

He wasn’t a little kid anymore, but he still wasn’t exactly a teenager, not quite. At 12 years old, Damarius King was at a crossroads and he wasn’t really up to making decisions like this – yet he was smart enough to know it. He’d seen a lot already, more than someone his age should have. He was living with his grandmother right now, and he had been for a few months, but she wasn’t much better than his mother. And he was smart enough to understand that, too. The thing is, he didn’t want to end up like his mom, or his grandmother, or like any other people he knew around the ‘hood.

He’d actually done pretty good in school, until this year, anyway. A couple of good teachers along the way had gotten through to him, got him to look past the gangs and their drugs, the gangs and their guns, and the gangs and the way the new cartels were shaking things up. There’d always been gangs in The Five, as this part of Pittsburgh was called, but for the most part, it had been a Bloods and Crips deal. Maybe a few members of the Vietnamese gangs were still hanging on, but those gangs were old school now, almost gone and hardly anyone remembered them. The Latino gangs had never really been a factor – until recently. Yet for as long as Damarius had been around, the cartels had been right in there, too.

Never really organized, though, not on Hamilton Ave. But that was starting to change.

Gangs were usually neighborhood affairs, at least they used to be, and to Damarius King that was exactly what they were. No more, no less. A few kids worked the block, protection money, running bets to bookmakers. Making sure young girls were kept busy. That’s the way it had always been. And that was true enough now. Gangs had always been around. In Ireland and Sicily. In Londontowne and Shanghai. Osaka, Edo, Saint Petersburg. New York and Philadelphia, then Chicago, where a new twist emerged. Gangs that formed in these states prison systems remained intact, and a few of them merged with the Vice Lords Nation, a ‘charity’ ostensibly operating as an anti-poverty outreach program in and around the slaughterhouses clustered around the rail yards found in Chicago’s South Side.

There was a saying back in the sixties, a euphemism popularized by black radicals, that goes something like this: ‘The whiteys who came to America landed on Plymouth Rock, but Plymouth Rock landed on us, and we’ve been carrying it ever since.’ There’s a lot of anger and frustration tied up in those words. Maybe some nihilism, too. And it’s important to understand where that anger comes from. It’s too easy to just say that some people are racists and leave it at that. It’s also too easy to say that the Africans imported to the Americas simply could not, or would not integrate into mainstream society, for whatever reason racists, and racists not just limited to the American South, implied.

More than anything, for these African Americans all the promise of the Fourteenth Amendment was as yet unrealized, and all the blood spilled in the American Civil War did not lead to a just resolution, yet by the time JFK came along American society seemed – seemed – ready to close the deal. The Civil Rights Act of 1964 was crafted to be the instrument that finally shattered the last shackles of slavery. LBJ, with his background teaching migrant farm workers in the Rio Grande Valley, fully enjoined this War on Poverty. Yet within a few years, as prominent African American leaders were being gunned down or lynched, more wars loomed on the horizon. Vietnam first, then Nixon’s War on Crime, which led to waves of mass incarceration. This was followed by Reagan’s War on Drugs, with even more people being incarcerated. More people meaning African American men. From the late 60s through the early 80s, the basic premises of the Civil Rights Act were whittled away, and the generational idealism of Martin Luther King’s I Have a Dream devolved into a spirit of revolutionary suicide as dispirited young black men faced down police wherever they went.

And, not coincidentally, that period marked the emergence of the first two organized black gangs in North America, with the formations of the Bloods and the nearby Crips in South Central Los Angeles. And, again not coincidentally, these gangs first formed on the neighborhood level, just as almost all gangs always have, yet these two new gangs were being politically and militarily energized by a constant stream of young men being released from prison.

My, how the pendulum swings.

In simple mechanical systems, the momentum of any given part of the system is conserved unless acted upon by some external force. In practical terms related to gang warfare, this is best expressed as action equals reaction, or, to put it in more succinct terms, if you fuck with me I’m gonna fuck with you.

In this worldview, The Man is the system and the system has declared war on you. And in this war, local police officers are the foot soldiers of The Man’s occupying army. So…action, reaction.

And yet Damarius King knew absolutely nothing about this. Rather, he had been taught to distrust authority, any and all authority, and so with that worldview drilled firmly into his mind, about the only authority he ever saw could be found driving around the ‘hood in a Ford Explorer, and the whiteys inside those police cars apparently liked to fuck people up. Give ‘em an excuse and they’d kill you, too. Damarius knew that was true because he’d seen it happen, and more than a few times.

This is a worldview, of course, that is completely at odds with popular perception, the popular perception of mainstream America, anyway, because most people in America cannot relate to that earlier idea about Plymouth Rock. Most people learn all about the Mayflower Pilgrims and their arrival in the New World, and starting in first grade, too, and those happy early lessons focus on rosy images of peaceful coexistence with friendly natives culminating in a joyously big Thanksgiving meal, with the ‘Indians’ being the invited guests of honor at the party. The idea that from the very beginning these settlers brought slaves with them seems foreign, out of place, and so probably, on some level, just not true, so the very idea that a kid like Damarius King might be carrying around a chip of Plymouth Rock on his shoulder seems inconceivable. Besides, that kid probably doesn’t even know where Plymouth Rock is. Ya know?

Damarius lived in a red brick row house on Hamilton Avenue. The windows on the ground floor had been boarded up with plywood for so long the wood was covered with black mold. Windows in the two upstairs bedrooms were covered with aluminum foil in the summer, to help keep the heat out, and with trash bags and blankets in winter, to keep the snow out. He slept with his grandmother in the rear bedroom because bullets peppered the bedroom up front from time to time. When his grandmother’s check came from the government they bought food; if there was enough left over she paid the electric and water bills. Neither had seen a real doctor in years, just a nurse at the free clinic. Many of their neighbors died during the Covid thing, whatever that was, but they didn’t get sick.

She’d made sure he went to school, too, even after Covid, and Damarius could read some, and write a little, too. When the police drove by they looked at him from time to time, but they didn’t smile, and they sure didn’t wave, and he didn’t understand. He’d asked his grandmother once and she didn’t want to talk about it, so he asked his teachers at school. Again, he just didn’t understand why they turned away from his question. One of them, Miss Millet, even cried when he asked.

He liked to go fishing with Mr. Jenkins. The old man had fishing poles and sinkers, and those red and white things that bobbed up and down when a fish bit the hook. On Sundays they’d catch the bus and ride over to the water; Mr. Jenkins called it the Monongahela River, and they’d walk down the steep banks, careful of the snakes that rattled, then fish all afternoon. Mr. Jenkins shared what he caught with Damarius so he and his grandmother could enjoy some fresh caught fish, and those days were the best he’d ever known.

There were other kids in the neighborhood, of course, but most of them had guns and didn’t seem like they were interested in baseball or football or the other things Damarius liked, but that was okay. They didn’t bother him if he didn’t bother them, and besides, his grandmother told him to keep away from kids like that. They were trouble, she said. And she was usually right about stuff like that.

Things got weird after the virus. 

The police had gone over to some man’s house over on Garfield Street and the man shot at the police, then the police shot at the man’s house. According to something in the newspaper, the police shot that house 4,000 times, and they killed the old man in the house. He was wrong in the head, too, at least that’s what Damarius heard. He’d seen that before, too. Lots of times.

Police cars didn’t come to Hamilton Avenue often. In fact, they only seemed to show up after something bad happened, usually when someone was shot or after a ‘drive-by.’ Drive-bys were the worst, and that’s how the boards on the front window got shot up and why his grandmother stayed off the front porch, and maybe, he thought, that was why the police didn’t wave at him when he waved at them.

Maybe because it wasn’t easy to keep score on Hamilton. You could always find the Blood Gang (Gangster Bloods) working the area, which meant the Crips would be there too. But you could find members of Pirus working the corners on weekends, but Damarius knew that the Black Disciples, and the Renegade Black Disciples, not to mention the Blue Fin Disciples, the Gangster Disciples, the King Cobras, the Renegade Gangster Disciples, the Renegade Insane Racine Boys and the Renegade Insane Campbell Boys showed up too, and that’s when the action picked up. But every now and then the Insane Black Souls would turn up, or the Almighty Latin Stones, or maybe the Arkhos Flip City Kings or the Convict Gang, or even the Law Gang which, believe it or not, was an actual gang and not related to the Pittsburgh Bureau of Police, which was a different kind of gang. 

But now there were some new kids on Hamilton, and these new guys were mean as snakes. They weren’t black but they worked the night, and they weren’t playing around. The usual kids that worked the corners, the usual black kids, were disappearing. Sometimes their bodies were found and sometimes they weren’t, but the word was when a body was found there wasn’t a head attached anymore. Word was, well, someone was collecting skulls.

One of the Crips in the neighborhood lived in the house next door, the row house on the end, right next to the boarded-up store on the corner of Hamilton and Collier. The crips in the ‘hood looked up to Benny Broadway and he sort of ran this part of Hamilton, and the vacant lot across the street was his. He kept a couple of girls in the old store, and even a couple of old mattresses for guys not content with some head, so Benny had a couple of kids working as lookouts and at least one kid picking up new product, leaving him to keep an eye on the street. You never knew when the competition would show up, or what kind of crew might be in the next car, so Benny had guns stashed all over the place, just in case.

But Benny had lost kids recently, to that new gang working the end of Hamilton, out where it ran into Oakwood. There were good trees on Oakwood, good places to hide – if you could handle the rattlesnakes – but now this new group was inching closer to Benny’s territory. So Benny dialed up the chain of command, pulled in some reinforcements, and last weekend Benny and this crew drove out to Oakwood and shot up a couple of these new guys, and they brought one of them to Benny’s house.

Of course Damarius heard everything.

There were two new groups looking to push the Crips off Hamilton. One was MS-13, and even Damarius had heard of those guys, but the second group? Damarius hadn’t heard the name before, but Benny seemed shaken when he heard the name, and even listening through the walls, Damarius could hear the fear in Benny’s voice. In fact, he sounded scared.

The name was Tren de Aragua, and Benny’s informant said they liked machetes, and that they liked to look their victims right in the eyes as they killed them. The kid also said he knew where they kept the skulls.

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Dos Hermanos. That’s what they went by. The two brothers. César and Porfirio Limones. The Lemon brothers and they were mean, even by the usual standards on Hamilton Avenue. Word on the streets was they’d taken a girl and used her for a few days, then cut her tits off before they took her head. In order to become a part of their gang you had to do the same, so now the cops were investigating a bunch of disappearances of girls all over the east side.

So far they’d left BennyB alone. Benny was small time, not worth the trouble, but now the word was the Lemon Brothers were planning on moving in, so Benny was on to his brothers in the Crips. A war was shaping up, and Benny was looking for kids on Hamilton, new blood to take the place of the kids he’d just lost. 

“What about Damarius?”

Benny Broadway wasn’t sure about Damarius. The kid seemed smart enough, but in a way he seemed slow, slow like he was a retard, ya know? Still going to school, and who the fuck did that? Damarius wasn’t the type you could count on when things got bad, and he didn’t need that kind of trouble. Then again, if the brothers moved in they tried to recruit him, and if Damarius didn’t go along, they’d probably kill him.

But he was already running low on shit. That meant he needed to get some bucks together, try to line up some product from his brothers uptown. Out here on Hamilton, meth and cocaine were done; what he needed now was some Chinese food and brown sugar, what others called fentanyl and heroin. If he was flush, he tried to keep some footballs on hand for whitey in his BMW, which was also known as Xanax, because whitey loved that shit, couldn’t get enough of it. If whitey had some trim up front, he might want to get out of the car and try to score some ‘roofies,’ otherwise known as Rohypnol, to mix with some booze to put the girl out, guarantee an easy score. He sold a lot of that shit come Friday night, all year too.

See, Benny Broadway was just a businessman, just trying to take care of his customers – the best way he knew how. And like any other businessman, he needed shit to sell, and a network of people to help make it go down easy.

Benny looked at his phone, checked the time. Damarius would be getting off the bus soon, up at Homewood, and he’d try to get to him on his walk home. It was time to get the kid involved.

He saw the school bus, saw Damarius struggling with his book bag, and that was perfect. He’d go down and help him carry the load, because wasn’t that exactly what he was about to ask the kid to do? To help carry the load? To start carrying product from the drop-off to his crib?

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César Limones looked out the window, looked right down Hamilton, and even from here, in this shitty old house on Oakwood, he could see that shithead Benny Broadway walking up to a little kid. Kid was carrying something, too. Probably loading up for the weekend. So Broadway already had a new soldier? Too bad for the little kid.

Benito Navarro, though he was called Navi by close associates, pulled up across the street and parked his ride, a shiny new Chevy Tahoe, on the sidewalk. The truck was white as a cloud, all the glass blacked out but chrome everywhere, even the wheels. César watched Navi carefully, looked at his coat, especially up by the armpits, looked for the bump that meant he was carrying. Usually a ghost, but sometimes a blade. Navi had a source, someone printing up Glocks with no serial numbers, and he was supposed to be bringing some today. These ‘ghosts’, or ghost guns, had really changed things because they made guns easier to toss. Spray some silicone on the grips and trigger and no fingerprints, too. And yeah, Navi popped the tailgate and grabbed a gym bag, then looked around before he turned and walked over to the new house.

Big concrete steps led up the steep little hill, and afternoon sunshine was flooding the broad front porch with warmth. Porfirio was out there, basking. The brothers missed home, missed the sun and the warmth, and right now Pittsburgh was anything but warm. After two years in Florida, Pittsburgh was fucking hell. But Pittsburgh had money, and Pittsburgh had kids. Lots of kids with money, and all those kids wanted what the brothers had.

César and Porfirio had grown up on Venezuela’s north coast, above the small fishing village of Puerto Cruz. The family had a farm along the river, the El Limon, but when opportunity called the brothers listened. Soon they were selling to the sailors at the naval base in Puerto Cabello, then they hit the big time, selling cocaine in Curaçao and Aruba. During some time in Tocorón, they made it into Tren de Aragua. Now they were Navi’s enforcers, his captains. 

They were supervising the construction of a network of tunnels in the hill that ran alongside Oakwood, and up the hill to more houses on Sickles and Fargo. Many of them were boarded up, condemned, and perfect to stash product that was always coming in. This area was perfect. The alleyway behind the house was an overgrown mess, a tangle of vines and shrubs, and a couple of the houses along the alley had garages in back and they were moving stuff in during storms, backing right into the garages and moving shit down into the basements, and then into the tunnels for distribution. The trick was to never let the Five-O pick up a pattern, always keep ‘em guessing. If they got too close, well, too bad for them.

Navi had a girl in the basement, some kind of payback going down. Girl’s mother was a judge, but a stupid one who ignored warnings. She didn’t have protection, not even for her family, so the girl been an easy mark, no problem to pick up. They’d had her for a week and so far there hadn’t been anything in the papers or on TV. Then a spoofed call from a house out by the airport, a botched rescue attempt by the locals and the FBI, and Navi had watched from afar, smiling. They’d tried to fuck with him, so now it was time for some payback.

When Benito Navarro made it up the steps he greeted Porfirio and handed off the gym bag to César before he went down to the basement. They had a bench grinder set up down there, and other tools, too, but Navi started in on his favorite machete, working the edge until the cold steel was as sharp as scalpel. Then he went into the tunnel to start in on the girl.

It took about an hour, and the only thing left was one of the girl’s hands. Navi mixed up something he said he’d learned from an Israeli spy, something he called caustic soda, and he’d chopped up the girl and put her in a vat of the stuff. In a few days, there wouldn’t be anything left but brown fluid and bone fragments, but you could turn the bones into sand just by rubbing them between your fingers. He took the girl’s hand and later that evening mailed it to the judge at her home, using the judge’s favorite restaurant’s address on the shipping label.

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Dre’ Loos was an imposing man, and in more ways than one. At six feet six inches, he was considered tall, and he carried his almost three hundred pounds on a frame of solid muscle. Most people remarked that he looked like a professional football player, but that was probably because he had been, once upon a time. He’d played for the Oakland Raiders then the Pittsburgh Steelers back in the 90s, and after Andre Lutz retired, in ’05, he stayed in the city. He was bald now, his head the kind of shiny bald you could spot from across a crowded room, and only the beard he wore gave away his age. These days it was turning a little white, you see. Not that it mattered.

Dre’ had grown up in the city so coming back to the Steelers had been like a dream come true, because, he liked to say, what most people didn’t get was that Pittsburghers loved their city, and with a passion most people just didn’t get, and never would. He’d gone to Penn State where he developed into a formidable middle linebacker – most considered him downright mean – so he was a perfect fit for the Raiders’ brand of football. When he began to slow down he found himself back in Pittsburgh, and while he managed to play five more years everyone still considered him mean as a snake.

The Steelers public relations department got Andre hooked up with the local United Way chapter, and he got involved with crippled kids, then sick kids. Kids born with club feet or cleft palates, kids with cancer, kids that had been burned in terrible accidents. He used his fame to help the United Way raise money for these kids, and the experience changed him. Pretty soon, most people could see Dre’ for what he really was: a real gentle giant and one with a heart of gold. 

Yet a lot of people saw Dre’ as an angry black man, a radical with that chip on his shoulder.

While at Penn he took a sociology class and the subject interested him; after a few more classes he declared Sociology as his major. He took psych classes too, enough to take a minor in Psychology, and he graduated with high honors before heading out west. Right after he retired he went over to the Graduate School Admissions Office at Pitt, and, of course, everyone there knew who he was. And everyone there was shocked when he told them he wanted to go back to school. He had a degree in Sociology with a minor in Psych and, he wondered, how could he best put his skills, and his interests, to use. To best use, he said, because he wanted to get involved to stay involved.

Social Work, they said. Start there. Maybe go for LCSW certification, as in Licensed Clinical Social Worker. He could go onto any number of organizations from there, and he could go into policy planning or get involved with people in need – in one-on-one settings. There were tons of opportunities, more for someone like him. He started classes when the next term started, and everyone in his classes, even his professors, knew who he was. Some wanted autographs, some even brought jerseys to class, asked if he’d sign them – and he always did. With a smile. Because he really was just a gentle giant.

Dre’ kept working out, taking care of himself just like he always had, and every afternoon, right after class he went to the gym on campus and lifted for a while, then went for a five-mile run. Pretty soon he recognized a guy from one of his classes, a little younger than him but another guy really in shape. TJ Warren. He’d gone to Pitt and right after 911 had gone into the Army. Picked for Ranger School, he was chosen to go through further training, first for Special Forces, then the 18D program, to become a Special Forces medic. Soon everyone was calling him ‘Doc,’ and most everyone still did.

And pretty soon Doc and Dre’ got to talking in the gym, sharing experiences. Working out together, running. Working on classwork, soon becoming friends. Then best friends. When Dre’ hooked up with a girl and marriage was on the way, he asked Doc to be his Best Man, because that’s how close they’d become.

Doc was Catholic, and Catholic with a capital C. He wasn’t sure what path he’d take but he was pretty certain he’d end up going to seminary, sooner or later becoming a priest, one way or another. Dre’ started going to church with his friend, started getting into it. The God thing. Doc said he wasn’t looking for answers, that life was a mystery, and that God was just one way of looking at all those mysteries, and of maybe trying to understand your place in the grand scheme of things. Doc never talked about girls, at least not like most guys talked about girls, but he wasn’t gay, either. 

“Dude, you celibate or something?” Dre’ asked one afternoon while they jogged up what would have given pause to a mountain goat.

“No, of course not.”

“You ain’t gay, and you ain’t got no girl, so what’s the score?”

But Doc had just shrugged. “If the right girl comes along, then…who knows?”

“You been with a girl, right?”

“Do my mother and sister count?”

“Fuck no, mother fucker!”

“You mean, like a girlfriend?”

“I mean doin’ the deed, the hunka-chunka, gettin’ down and dirty, man.”

“Oh. That.”

“So?”

“Yeah, Dre’, I’ve done the deed.”

“And, like, you liked it, right?”

“What’s not to like?”

“So, shouldn’t you be out there perpetuating the species? Maybe havin’ some fun before you take them vows?”

“Like I said, if the right girl comes…”

“Man, you fucked in da head. You, like, know that, right?”

Doc pulled ahead, his legs churning like pistons. “As long as I got you here to remind me,” Doc tossed off over his shoulder as he sprinted ahead, “I’m pretty sure you’re not going to let me forget.”

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Benny walked up to Damarius and they exchanged hand signals, acknowledging they lived in the same hood, and Benny reached out and took the heavy book bag off the kid’s shoulder.

“Man, what you got in here? Feels like bricks or rocks or something…?”

“Just books.”

“You ain’t got no stuff? No Bombers? You ain’t carryin’ for nobody?”

Damarius wondered where this was going. BennyB never, ever acted nice unless he wanted something, so Damarius was already on guard. “No, just books.”

“So, you still learnin’ what the man tell you to?”

“Miss Murphy is my teacher.”

“Okay. So, you learnin’ what this bitch tell you?”

“Benny, I got to get home. I got to give my grandmother her shot.”

“Man, what you shootin’ her up with? I hear there’s some Mexican Brown comin’ in…”

Damarius shook his head. “Insulin, man. I give her insulin shots.”

Benny didn’t have all day so he pressed his case. “Look, D-mar, you wanna make some hard cash, like a lot of it?”

Damarius shook his head. “You mean like Bobby, don’t you?”

Bobby was the mule who’d disappeared last week. “Yeah. You know about that shit?”

Damarius nodded carefully. “Everyone around here knows, Benny, but…”

“But what?”

Damarius looked down, still not sure he wanted to tell Benny, but what he’d overheard might save his life, so that decided it. “There’s some shit going ‘round school. I heard some of it at lunch. You know those Tren guys? That new cartel?”

Benny started to turn and look up Hamilton to Oakwood, but Damarius was quick to stop him. “Don’t be lookin’ up there man, ‘cause they lookin’ right at you. The red brick house, right up at the end of the street, they in there and they watchin’ everything you do. Guy I know lives just down the hill and he’s seen ‘em. They use them glass things, them things you hold up to your eyes to see far away and they been watchin’ you for a while.”

“You shittin’ me, D-mar?”

Damarius frowned. “Another dude, white kid, he live up on Singer, like right behind them, and he seen ‘em doin’ weird shit in da middle of da night, and his old man has seen some of this shit too. ‘Bout a week ago, middle of the night, he seen ‘em takin’ Bobby in they house, and he was all fucked up, Benny. I mean like dead fucked up. His father thinks they diggin’ under the house, like they got trucks comin’ at night haulin’ dirt out of the house. I mean like in da middle of da night, and why would they be doin’ that, Benny?”

BennyB looked at the kid with mean, angry eyes. “You ain’t fuckin’ wit me, is you? You ain’t fuckin’ wit my head?”

Damarius looked at Benny, looked him right in the eye as he shook his head. “No way, man. I ain’t gonna haul no shit for you, but that don’t mean I want something bad to happen to you…”

“Alright, D-mar. We straight, we straight. You say you know both these kids? Like from school?”

Damarius nodded. “Das right.”

“Okay. Thanks, bro,” Benny said as he gave Damarius his book bag. He looked away, then spun around and walked off. Damarius walked to his grandmother’s but once he was inside he looked at Benny in the vacant lot across the street. He was behind some bushes, between a dumpster and a concrete block wall, talking on his phone.

He knew it then. There was going to be another drive-by tonight. The Crips were going to hit those Trens, and that meant there was going to be another war. How many this time? How many kids would die this time? Didn’t anybody want to stop this?

Well, it was time for him to start watching the street again. Just like he always did. Watching and listening. Watching and waiting kept you alive. If you stuck your head in the sand you died, simple as that. And that meant it was time to move some more stuff between the walls and where his grandmother slept. Anything to stop the bullets, ya know?

He went into the house, the same red brick row house he’d lived in since his mother got killed in a drive-by. He went to the fridge and picked up a fresh vial, then walked upstairs to her room. She was in an easy chair, snoring gently. He went over and got her meter, then bent over and got to work. Get a test strip in the meter, swab a finger. She hardly stirred as he went about it, so used to his kind, gentle ministrations that now she almost took his easy-going kindness for granted. The lancing device popped and he got the sample on the test strip and waited for the little meter to do its thing, then the results popped up on the tiny display.

“325, Grandma. What you have for lunch…a candy bar again?”

She nodded and he grumbled as he looked at the sliding scale, drawing her insulin then swabbing the soft part of her upper arm. He knew how to do it so the needle didn’t hurt and she hardly felt it this time, too. A minute later she was snoring again, asleep in the same old recliner she almost lived in these days.

He looked around, then started stacking whatever he could between the walls and her chair.

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Last semester. Internships. Dre’ working at an outreach center on Garfield, working the work with kids already fallen through the cracks, livin’ low on the street. Girls turnin’ tricks at twelve, boys too. Anything to make a buck, maybe buy something to eat. Or something to shoot. Didn’t much matter, the hole in their stomach never really went away. Meth was the thing on these mean streets, little burglaries still an equal opportunity employer.

Still runnin’ with the Doc, too. Now Doc was working with some Catholic charities, doin’ pretty much the same shit. Three times a week they got together and lifted, ran the hills. Dinner, usually with the three of them. Beverly, cool woman, lawyer. Now she was his wife. She loved the Doc too, was always tryin’ to find him a woman. Said he’d be a good dad. The dude was takin’ philosophy classes now, gettin’ all intellectual but he was still grounded. But wound up tight, ya know? Like real tight.

You didn’t find a kid that needed help; the kid found you. Some kids wanted help, wanted off the street, and knew there had to be a better way. But there were boundaries, maybe too many boundaries, and never enough money. He’d put his money away, too. All that money from twelve years of football, invested, then in ’08 came the crash, and that hurt. Hurt big. He had his house, nice house, nice neighborhood, and Bev was making decent money downtown in the D.A.s office. Prosecutor. Tough job, hard money, but they kept their head above the water.

Graduation. Both he and the Doc with highest honors. Which way to go now? United Way wanted him and was offering good money, but Dre’ wanted to keep on goin’. Get his doctorate, maybe teach. But every time he thought like that he saw those kids, the kids that wanted help, and weren’t they the reason he’d started down this path? Did the system really need another teacher when he was so good with the kids? It wasn’t like the work made him happy, because when you lived with these kids happiness was rarely part of the deal. Maybe he was satisfied. Satisfied when he pulled a kid up just enough to teach them how to help themselves. One life at a time.

Too many gangs. Like maybe a thousand just here in the city. Some no more than a few kids on a block, but they were gangs. Some had links to national gangs like the Bloods and the Crips, some were just extended families fightin’ to survive in their little corner of the universe. One thing they had in common, though. All these kids had fallen through the cracks of a system that didn’t know it was broken, and there weren’t nobody tryin’ to fix what needed to be fixed. Only way to fix this shit was from the inside. 

“One city, one ‘hood.”

That was it. He had to get these kids together. Rebuild the city, one neighborhood at a time. Get everyone together, on the same page. These kids needed more than drugs. They needed a new reality, not a way out. Hope. The kind that ain’t just a slogan you hear every four years.

He and the Doc, lifting one day, then getting ready to run.

“What would you say if I told you I wanted to run for office?” Dre’ asked his best friend in the world.

Doc stood up straight and nodded. “I can see that happenin’, man. You’d be good.”

“Would you vote for me?”

“Fuck, bro, you were a Steeler. Everybody’ll vote for you.”

“But would you?”

“As long as you keep up with the whole deodorant thing, then yeah, maybe.”

“Doc. I’m bein’ serious man. Be straight, alright?”

Doc turned and looked at him, shook his head. “Man, you need me, I’ll be there. Alright? Like any time, anyplace.”

Dre’ swallowed hard, nodded then turned away. “Yeah man, I hear you. What about you? What you gonna do now? Still thinkin’ ‘bout going to med school?”

Doc shook his head, looked down at the city. “You ain’t gonna like this, Dre’, but I’m taking a different path this time.”

“What? What are you talking about?”

Doc shrugged. “I started lookin’ into it a few months back, took the civil service test, went through the process. I got into the police academy, Dre’. I think I’m gonna go that way, see what I can do on that side of the street.”

Andre nodded. “Yeah, I can feel you doin’ that. You’re a warrior, man, always will be, I guess.” Dre’ looked at his friend and smiled, and in a way he felt happy for his friend, despite all the shit he was about to go through. “Yeah, you’ll be a good cop. I feel that, ya know? When you start?”

“Three weeks. Then 33 more in the classroom. I think three months more after that, riding shotgun with a training officer.”

“So a year? Man, you down with that?”

“I’m spinnin’ my wheels, Dre’. Gettin’ nowhere fast. I don’t understand what’s happenin’ out there, but things are broke. Broke bad. And I know one thing now.”

“What’s that?”

“I ain’t no social worker, Dre’. And neither are you.”

“I know. I’m feelin’ it too. This is, hell, I don’t know, like takin’ Band-aids to a knife fight. Ain’t no way to put things right. Still, I was hopin’ you’d do the medicine thing. You’d be real good at that, Doc.”

“I’m keeping up with my ratings, only through the fire department now.”

“So, you’ll like be a cop – and a paramedic?”

“Something like that, yeah.”

“Yeah. That fits. All you be needin’ is that red cape and all.”

Doc sighed, shook his head as he grinned. “And I’ll never be a Pittsburgh Steeler, Dre’. Don’t be telling’ me about capes, ‘cause you wore the biggest there is. You can make a difference. Hell, you will a difference.” 

They ran longer than usual that afternoon. Their twelve-mile run, down to the river…

© 2024 adrian leverkühn | abw | adrianleverkuhnwrites.com | this is fiction plain and simple, and nothing but. (gang names, drug slang both from DEA source material, not classified)

Three Rivers, Part 1

New Year, new story. Inevitable, I reckon. And I am going to do my level best to keep my mouth shut about current events. All that seems a pointless expenditure of precious oxygen. That said, perhaps a little Yes music today? The More We Live, Let Go?

About 12 pages here. Perhaps time for tea.

Three Rivers

Part I: Tolerance

Peter Wells was a morning person. He routinely got up an hour before sunrise just so he could shower and dress in time to watch the darkness of night give way to the budding light of a new day. He particularly enjoyed those partly cloudy mornings when the rising sun created sunbursts of radiant light vaulting toward heaven, and he often wondered if that light did indeed reach God.

Yet he understood that was a meaningless question.

For Peter Wells was a complicated man. He was an educated man. And Peter Wells was a lonely man. By choice, and circumstance.

Born and raised in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania just after the Second World War, Peter Wells had never known a moment of physical discomfort in his life. He had never been sick, never been a patient in a hospital so took pride in the simple fact that he had all his original pieces and parts. Even his wisdom teeth. He had never known hunger, had never been abandoned by a parent or a friend, and had never been without the means to provide for himself. He had, in fact, been what most of those who knew him thought him to be: simply a wealthy man. Wealthy in the extreme.

Oh, but never idle.

He had never, to his knowledge, wasted one moment of his time. Indeed, he simply could not abide those who wasted time – his time or even their own.

Peter Wells was also a rather fastidious man. He bought his suits and shirts and shoes at the same shops his father had. And, presumably, these shops had served his grandfather as well, for these businesses had been in the neighborhood at least that long. The same went for all his possessions, really. He saw no need to strike out on his own, to make some kind of statement, or to parade around like a peacock. His one concession to that rule, however, was his automobile, a Mercedes 500SLC his father had given him when he completed his undergraduate studies. Though the Mercedes was now 42 years old he still drove it from time to time, when he chose to drive at all. Which was infrequently.

He belonged to all the right clubs, Longue Vue and Rolling Rock chief among them, and he kept a chestnut at an equestrian center near Rolling Rock for their fall outings

Oddly enough, he had lived in the same place for almost that long, in a two-floor condominium on Dithridge Street, in the North Oakland neighborhood of Pittsburgh. Sandwiched between the Allegheny and Monongahela rivers, each about a mile or so distant, the Hampton Hall condominium building was an older property with quaint Tudor styling and a convenient location for those who worked at either Pitt or Carnegie-Mellon. 

Of more importance, his two-story penthouse possessed a spectacular view of both the Heinz Memorial Chapel and St Paul Cathedral, two of the most impressive neo-Gothic structures in the Americas. And both were within walking distance of not just his home, but his office, as well.

Peter Wells loved to walk. He despised most automobiles, most of all those which imbued passing fads and fancies. He appreciated understated elegance, and he appreciated people who appreciated understated elegance almost as much as he despised the aimless, flashy boorishness of youth.

Peter Wells stood beside the window in his dining room, entranced with this morning’s light. Amber-hued tendrils bathed St Paul’s twin spires, while slate gray thunderstorms building to the south lent an apocalyptic air to the blue morning light. He felt a shiver run down his neck and then the goosebumps came – and as he usually did, he wondered why. He felt something lurking in the shadows, something predatory and feral, yet something completely unknown, and so, perhaps, unexpected. As he watched, lightning flickered within the passing cloudscapes and time seemed to stop, and again, he wondered why.

Peter Wells was the product of another time, yet a time not yet forgotten. A time of privilege and of a chivalrous, if misbegotten, misogyny, as well as a time of lingering, malevolent racism. But it was also a time of great wealth and privilege, and yes, a time of savage, widespread poverty. His maternal grandfather had been into railroads and banks; he had in fact owned several of each; his father had returned from the Second World War as something of a hero. A pilot before the outbreak of war, Preston Wells had flown B-17s during two tours. Stationed in Britain, he had participated in 50 missions over France and Germany from 1943 through the end of hostilities. When Colonel Wells came home from Britain he married his high school sweetheart and declared his true intentions; he wanted to fly for a living – yet this was something his new father-in-law would neither understand nor allow. Instead, Preston Wells received an airline as a wedding gift, to go along with his managerial position downtown working for the Pennsylvania Railroad. But of course, within a year he was working out at the airport, coming home after midnight with grease under his fingernails. Soon he was flying DC-4s from the frozen north to sunny Florida, and by the time he retired the Pennsylvania Railroad was dead and gone, while his airline was flying 747s to Europe and the Orient, in addition to the sprawling domestic route network he had pioneered.

Peter Wells knew nothing about the Pennsylvania Railroad – other than his grandfather had made a bunch of money from his interests in it over the years, somehow, before he passed. He’d taken trips on the Pennsy, of course, to New York and Chicago – before Amtrak took over. After Amtrak took control of the bastardized Penn-Central’s passenger operations, his mother’s side of the family refused to get on the ‘new’ Broadway Limited…their refusals grounded in a mortal loathing of anything that smacked of socialism.

Peter Wells attended The University of Pittsburgh and studied international relations, concentrating on Russian studies. After graduating – at the top of his class – he went to Boston, to Tuft’s Fletcher School of Law and Diplomacy before moving on to the Department of State. After additional training, he was posted to Moscow, in 1978, just before all the excitement in Iran and Afghanistan. He remained in Russia through 1996, returning to Washington to take a position in the White House during Clinton’s second term, and after Bush won in 2000 he returned home, and to his beloved view of the Heinz Chapel. He took a teaching position at Pitt, as well as the house Russia specialist at the RAND Corporation’s Pittsburgh office, conveniently located a five-minute walk from his front door.

He played golf regularly and always walked the course, whether at Longue Vue or Rolling Rock, and on Saturday he always, come rain or shine or snow, took his chestnut out for a ride. He walked to his classes at Pitt, and to his office at RAND. He walked to his beloved Heinz Chapel at least once a week, and he preferred to walk to restaurants whenever feasible. His Mercedes did not yet have twenty thousand miles on the odometer, a fact he was most proud of. 

Peter Wells was soon fully engaged in the ongoing efforts to revitalize Pittsburgh after the long decline and sudden collapse of the steel industry in the city. He was invited to serve on the boards of directors of several local charities and businesses, and he was admired throughout the upper tiers of Pittsburgh society as a fully engaged member of the dynasties that had guided the City for well over a hundred years.

The neighborhood around his home wasn’t particularly wealthy; it was, rather, a typical urban area that catered to two large, highly regarded universities; in some respects, the Oakland neighborhood was not unlike the Cambridge area around Harvard and MIT in Boston. Less desirable neighborhoods, however, bordered the Oakland area, particularly just north of his residence, as formerly middle-class areas fell into disrepair. Two of these neighborhoods were increasingly being overrun by gangs selling narcotics, and fully radicalized Islamic militants were not unheard of in these blighted neighborhoods.

Peter Wells was no longer a young man, neither was he middle-aged. At 75 years old, he was considered elderly, yet it was not in his constitution to bow to age. He was teaching two courses this semester, one on the history of Russian literature and the other, in the graduate school, concerned Russian foreign policy objectives in the Putin era. He led two teams at RAND, both concerned with American foreign policy objectives in both Russia and the Baltic.

And Peter Wells was a bachelor. He had never married, nor had he been involved personally with anyone, at least not that anyone could recall, so the Wells line would end with him. Oddly enough, he thought this was as it should be, for despite current trends he held a dim view of Gilded Age politics, whether in the 1880s or the 2020s. He was a Democrat and he believed in democracy, and not unlike many with similar views, as the election of 2024 approached he despaired for the future of his country.

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Dressed as he always was, in a pressed black suit with a white button-down oxford cloth shirt adorned with black wingtips and a pale yellow tie, Peter Wells put on his camel hair overcoat and, after consulting the Post-Gazette’s forecast, decided against an umbrella – though he knew this was risky. Rain, and potentially heavy thunderstorms, were in the offing later in the afternoon, but his foreign policy class concluded at noon, his office hour at one-thirty, so that ought not present a problem. 

It was but a short walk to his classroom, located in the University’s Cathedral of Learning, in room 153, the Russian ‘Nationality Room’. His walk took him past Heinz Chapel and as always he stopped for a moment to admire the building’s gorgeous symmetry – and its sublime theological messaging. The chapel was the equal to any in European Christendom, and that such a thing had sprouted above the Allegheny River was a testament to the vision of the city’s benevolent founders, his own family chief among them. When he thought of such things, which happened more frequently these days, he was filled with a peculiar mixture of pride and humility – and, perhaps, not unrealistically so. His grandfather had brought the Pennsylvania Railroad to the city, and had helped in the creation of this university and the medical center. Peter Wells had good reason to be proud, and as a crisp autumn breeze buffeted the quad beside the chapel he gathered his overcoat tightly around his neck and set off across fields of slumbering grass to his classroom.

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As he always had, Wells had assigned Thomas Mann’s Buddenbrooks to the students in his graduate seminar. The novel concerns the decline of a merchant banking family in nineteenth-century Lübeck, one of the original Hanseatic city-states of the medieval European world. The decline of the family over four generations, with each successive generation falling deeper into moral and physical dis-ease, had been crafted not only to depict one family’s descent but to allegorically present the predictable decline of autocratic regimes, with each succeeding generation of leaders falling deeper and deeper into their own dis-ease. Using this allegory as his guide, the American diplomat George Kennan had, in one of those key inflection points in History, used the model presented in Buddenbrooks to chart the decline of the Soviet Union. He did so in 1947, in the so-called X Article, published in the July issue of Foreign Policy magazine. In The Sources of Soviet Conduct, Kennan presented the policy of strategic containment, advising his readers that by using the patient application of judicious amounts of limited military power to contain Soviet expansion, the West could frustrate the Kremlin’s plans to export communist ideology around the world. Kennan postulated that the life of the Soviet Union could be measured in the passage of four generations, and he predicted the Soviet system would collapse in the 1980s, perhaps as late as the early 90s; writing from his vantage point in 1947, Kennan’s work was beyond prescient. It was, Wells thought, inspired.

And now a new generation of diplomats was needed to combat Putin and the new generation of autocrats taking root around the world, and Peter Wells now thought that it was his mission in life to do just that.

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After class, Professor Wells sat for office hours, which usually meant getting caught up on waiting correspondence, but today he actually had a student waiting for him when he arrived. Her last name was Caldwell. That much he remembered. And she stood when he came into his ante-room and asked if she could talk to him. He smiled, barely, then unlocked his office door and held it open for her.

“Do come in, Miss Caldwell.”

Impressed that he had actually remembered her name, she nodded and walked into this storied inner sanctum. It was, she soon saw, as amazing as she had heard. The room was solid oak, everywhere. Deep, pictured-framed paneling, three vast walls of shelves lined with books. A palatial desk of dark oak, and it too was massive. Even the room’s entire ceiling was made of oak, the space criss-crossed with deep beams. The room was overwhelming, just like the man. She’d been afraid of him before the seminar had even begun; his reputation was that of a fierce taskmaster who brooked no fools in his classroom. She knew he was ancient yet she thought him elegant, too; tall, thin, and yet muscular, with longish hair now white as snow, and always dressed like someone caught out of time, totally from another era. He was, in other words, the exact opposite of her father and both her grandfathers.

She stood as he made his way around the massive desk to his chair, a dark green leather thing that also looked like something from another period, until he indicated a chair. “Please, make yourself comfortable.”

“Thank you for seeing me, Professor Wells.”

He shrugged. “That’s what office hours are for, Miss Caldwell. Now, what might you need to talk about?”

“I know it’s early in the term, but I was thinking of applying to the Fletcher School next year and I wondered if I could talk to you about it?”

“It?” Wells growled, turning red in the face. “What on earth does ‘it’ mean?”

“Uh, the school. You know, what it’s like, what it takes to succeed there.”

“You must love indefinite pronouns, Miss Caldwell. Are you interested in diplomacy, perchance?”

“Yes, I think so…”

“I see. Well, there is no place in diplomacy for indefinite anything. You must strive for absolute clarity in everything undertaken, and everything said. Everything. Whether in writing or spoken. Is that clear?”

“Yes, Professor Wells.”

“Now, would you care to rephrase your request?”

By the time she left his office Sarah Caldwell had almost been reduced to tears, yet Wells had spent a good half hour building her back up, reforming her confidence in herself, and she left feeling very much better about deciding to meet with the old lion. She was still terrified of him, but she had seen something unexpected in him too, something like an easily accessible wisdom. And she wanted to understand where that came from, and how she too could develop her own wisdom.

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Just before his office hours ended, the department secretary advised that the Dean had asked if Dr. Wells could come up to his office, so Peter Wells put away the classroom notes he had been working on and closed up his office. He took the elevator upstairs to the humanities office and stopped to admire the view of the city spread out before him, here atop this glorious Cathedral of Learning. How profound were the aspirations of his forefathers that they would have the audacity to even conceive of such a thing, but then they had gone ahead and done it. There was nothing else like this building in America, perhaps even the world, but then again the people who built this city never stopped with the impossible. The impossible was merely that which they had not yet tried.

And those rivers! The Allegheny and the Monongahela joining in the city center to form the mighty Ohio. How perfect for the ends these titans had hoped to achieve, fleshing out this New World, taking veins of ore and their furnaces pouring rails that shot out like arteries across a naked continent. He hated to admit it, even to himself, but these furnaces of Manifest Destiny had built the world that all the Sarah Caldwells out there now took so casually for granted.

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His team at RAND awaited him on the third floor. Acolytes and disciples of pure data analysis, they were scheduled to go over the latest output figures from a cluster of arms factories east of Moscow, in the foothills of the Urals. Some figures were estimates, others came from ‘friends’ that Wells had made over the years. Friends that were concerned about the trajectory of recent events. His teams’ work would go straight to the NSC, and, if warranted, to the White House. All his analysts had been students of his at Pitt, but only the best and the brightest were asked to apply here. All but one had been on the team for fifteen years.

And that worried Peter Wells.

He had experienced firsthand how many incoming freshmen could barely string enough words together to form a coherent sentence. Few had ever read even one complete book; they had instead been provided with anthologies of prominent works that contained ‘highlights,’ so instead of reading books by F Scott Fitzgerald or Mark Twain they had often read no more than two or three pages from one of the assigned authors works. Raised on video games and their walls adorned with participation trophies, these new students had not the slightest ability to concentrate on anything that wasn’t flashing and beeping in their hands. More troubling still, they knew almost nothing of the world around them, aside from the location of the nearest sushi bar or, perhaps, where the nearest phone store was located.

So when he was confronted with a graduate student like Sarah Caldwell…? Well, he sat up and took note. He would cultivate her, bring her along on visits to RAND, pique her curiosity a bit, and see where things went from there. If she indeed had the intellectual grit he would indeed write the inevitable letters of recommendation she would need to get into the Fletcher School, or Georgetown, or, heaven forbid, the Kennedy School.

But, he had to admit, time was running out. He figured he might be able to teach for five more years, assuming his health held. And RAND? He was already down to just two afternoons a week, the bare minimum needed to produce meaningful intel, but for how much longer could he do so? Could he, in all fairness, try to mentor a girl like Sarah Caldwell when he might not last the time needed to see her assume productive duties at State or the NSC? Or here at RAND?

He looked out the window across the street to St Paul Cathedral, its twin spires deliberate copies of those that formed the magnificent cathedral in Köln, Germany. There was something about them, and every time he looked at these spires he was overcome by the same feeling. He had spent a brief period working at the embassy in Bad Godesberg, just south of Bonn on the banks of the Rhein, and on his days off he walked the region. One spring day he was walking near the small village of Oberpleis, just east of Bonn, while keeping an eye on two thunderstorms. He was walking through parts of what was then called West Germany, and he remembered that Napoleon had marched across the same plateau almost two hundred years before, and he was looking down a broad Rhine valley at Cologne, or Köln, at the cathedral there. He had to have been fifteen, maybe twenty miles away from the cathedral, but even from that distance, those twin spires had captivated his imagination. Had Napoleon looked down on the city from this vantage point? Had he seen much the same thing? Those twin spires? If so, what had he felt? What had run through his mind? And what of Beethoven? He had been born in Bonn, and had walked those very same hills and vales, and not long before Napoleon. Had he gazed in wonder at those two spires? To, perhaps, escape the abuses of his alcoholic father?

But when Peter Wells stood out there on that grassy plain as thunderstorms danced near and far, he felt caught up in the flow of time, in the ebb and flood of history, if only for a moment. He had never shared those moments with anyone because, in a way, those feelings had frightened him. There had been a hallucinatory element to that moment, a split second when he had felt himself actually standing out there in the early nineteenth century, and the feeling of disorientation had felt like a rip running through the fabric of his conscious awareness of time and place. He’d felt lost, lost in time, if only inside those few, fleeting moments – yet those moments were most precious to him. Perhaps as important as any he’d had.

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He left his offices promptly at six, but hesitated when he stepped out onto Fifth Avenue. He hadn’t had much of anything for breakfast and no lunch at all, so now he was hungry and he didn’t feel like cooking. He turned around and looked down Craig to the little crêperie there and smiled. A spinach crêpe sounded nice, with a glass of something quiet, a riesling, perhaps, or a Piesporter if they had one. And a salad. He walked down and sat at his favorite table and looked at the specials chalked on the board, then tried not to appear too surprised when Sarah Caldwell approached his table, with pen and paper in hand. ‘Working here as a waitress?’ he thought as she walked up and smiled.

“Well, well, so we meet again,” Peter Wells said. “I take it you work here when not attending to your studies?”

“You got it, Professor Wells.”

He grimaced. “Just Peter, if you please, when off campus. You’ll blow my cover,” he added with a disarming smile of his own.

“Sure thing, Pete. Watcha havin’?”

He laughed at that. “Touché!” he said at her thrust.

“So, Peter, let me guess. You’re a German beer and ham and cheese guy, right?”

But he shook his head. “Hardly. A glass of riesling, a small Greek salad and two spinach crêpes.”

“Extra kalamatas on the salad?”

“Am I so transparent?”

“I can read you like a book, Doc.”

“I see. Well then, I suppose I’ll need to remember that.”

He smiled and she smiled right back at him, then she turned and thudded off to the kitchen. Perhaps it was those heavy, black Doc Martens shoes she wore? She brought his wine and salad, then his crêpes, and then she left him to eat in silence. When he had finished and after she’d cleared his table she came over and sat across from him. “So, crêpes au Gran Marnier for dessert?”

“Are you insane?” he cried. “After that meal!”

“Doc, you ate enough for a bird. A small bird. And anyway, when’s the last time you indulged?”

He sucked in a deep breath and looked away, lost in thought. “You know, the last dessert crêpe I had was from a little street vendor near the Sorbonne.”

“And how long ago was that?”

“Ah, well, probably sometime back in the early Pleistocene, but don’t quote me on that.”

“So…?”

“Alright. One crêpe, and just one, if you please.”

“Cappuccino?”

“Oh, why the Hell not?”

And this became their routine. He came to the crêperie twice a week and she took his order twice a week. Academics never intruded on their time, but he watched her. Watched her when she dealt with strangers and with the crêperie’s owners. She was good with people, easygoing and friendly when friendliness was called for, yet calm and collected when things got busy. When he came in later than usual she wondered where he’d been but had the good sense not to ask, and he appreciated that, too. One evening, one of the late arrivals, she stopped by after she’d cleared his table and sat heavily, and he could see that something was wearing on her.

“What is it, Sarah? What’s happened?” 

“Does it show?” she replied.

And he smiled then: “I can read you like a book, kid.”

Which brought a smile to her face. “You remember that, huh?”

“I remember everything,” he’d said, and he’d meant it, too, because it was the truth.

“Everything, huh?”

And he’d nodded. “Everything.”

“Okay, wise guy. What was I wearing in class last Tuesday?”

“Jeans, Levis I think. A yellow Pitt sweatshirt and pink Converse hi-tops. Little socks, pink, with cats on them.”

“Jesus Christ,” she mumbled.

“I never met the man, but I understand he was quite bright.”

“Why do you stop and stare at the chapel?” she asked quietly. And seriously.

“You’ve noticed, have you?”

“I notice everything, Doc. Every little thing.” His eyes smiled at that, and she enjoyed the way his eyes sparkled when he smiled at her.

“I think it’s the sense of accomplishment more than anything else. That we can create such enduring beauty when we set out to, which leads me back to my original question. Something’s bothering you, and I’d like to know what that is.”

“The chapel led you back to that, huh?”

“Oh, yes, very much so. Anytime anyone tries to evade a question by changing the subject, well, that always gets my complete attention.”

“I’m losing the roof over my head, Doc. I’ve been sharing a place, splitting the rent with a friend but she’s getting married and that’s that. I’ve got to find a place by the end of the month, but so far nothing affordable is popping up.”

“The University’s housing office can’t help?”

“Not much, at least not in the middle of the term.”

“I used to let out the rooms on the second floor of my place, had them listed with the housing office for years. Stopped doing so a few years ago.”

“Yeah? Affordable?”

“Oh, quite. You see, I traded room and board in exchange for housekeeping services. In other words, I kept the kitchen well stocked and expected a spotless house and two meals a day, five days a week. Interested?”

“Are you kidding?”

“No, not in the least. The only thing is that I’d need to re-list with student housing. That affords both of us some protection, in case one of us turns out to be an axe murderer or something.”

“You don’t look the part, Doc.” 

“Nor do you, Sarah.”

“That means I could quit waiting tables…”

“I rescind the offer!”

“Well ain’t that something…”

“What?”

“You like me, don’t you? I mean, just a little?”

“I do. Yes, Sarah, I do. You are without a doubt the best waitress this place has ever had!”

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So Peter Wells listed his three vacant rooms with graduate student housing, and under the same conditions he always had. Even before the Thanksgiving break his rooms were taken again, with Sarah Caldwell taking the largest. Though Wells was himself a fastidious housekeeper he appreciated the new help, especially in the kitchen. His new ‘tenants’ in the other two rooms were both second-years in the medical school, and one of these, a sweet girl from Louisiana named MaryAnn Albright, was an excellent chef, though with a strong Cajun background, her meals had a kick he wasn’t used to.

And so without any real planning on his part, Peter Wells had a kind of new family around; while many considered Wells a closet misanthrope nothing could have been further from the truth. He enjoyed having people, especially bright young people in the house again, and he enjoyed getting to know their routines and idiosyncrasies.

The girls wanted to put up a tree for Christmas and he went out with them, helped them pick out a tree and get it set up in the living room on his floor and, as it seemed none would be going home for the holiday this year, he went out and bought presents to put under the tree. When he overheard Sarah talking to MaryAnn and Aaron, the third inmate in this new asylum, about wanting a puppy but being afraid to ask, Peter broached the subject the next morning.

“You know what we need around here?” he said at breakfast that Saturday morning. “We need a big, fat puppy. How would you all feel about that?”

To Sarah Caldwell, this all seemed to be too good to be true. She’d had a tough upbringing; divorce, her mother’s alcohol problem, her father’s absence from her life, and suddenly Peter Wells was becoming the family she’d never had. Now her life had, she admitted to her roommates more than once, never been better.

The week before Christmas they hopped in Peter’s ancient Mercedes and drove out to a breeder and when one particular Bernese Mountain Dog puppy covered Sarah with sloppy kisses Peter Wells smiled almost like a father, or, perhaps, maybe more like a grandfather. Sarah held the pup in her hands all the way back into the city, and watching her, Peter realized he had never known such happiness.

The realization left him breathless, and full of a gentle regret.

Christmas Eve was priceless. MaryAnn cooked, Aaron hauled split logs up to the fireplace, and Sarah tidied up the big living room on the main floor, stopping every now and then to wipe-up puppy-piddle from the hardwood floors. The little group ate in the formal dining room then sat in front of the television and watched A Charlie Brown Christmas before settling in to watch White Christmas by the fireplace.

At midnight, Peter poured four flutes of a rare Champagne and they toasted the occasion before heading up to bed, and everyone gathered around the Christmas tree early the next morning for presents. The girls gave Peter scarves and neckties and he laughed at their audacious choices – one necktie featuring the lyrics of the Beatles Back in the USSR in gold splashed on a crimson silk background. Peter had wrapped presents for them, little things he’d overheard like headphones and iPads, but he also handed a small box to Aaron.

“You open this, Aaron, but this gift is for the three of you.”

It was a key fob for a Subaru.

“I’ll keep the car in my name and pay the insurance, but it’s for the three of you…to run errands or to go to movies.” They went down to the lot beside the building and he showed them around their new car, and he watched like any proud parent might as they made appreciative noises and tinkered with the settings.

All in all, it was a good day, and Peter Wells felt most pleased.

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One morning early in the following spring, Peter Wells stood by the window watching thunderstorms building in the distance and he smiled. Storms brought water and water was life. Water brought green grass and blooming flowers and nourished budding trees, and yes, all those were wonderful things, but what he loved most about storms like these was their drama. The building clouds, lightning jumping about, the potential danger that often accompanied such storms, especially this time of year. He recalled the great stories his parents had read to him when he was just learning to read, about the mythologies surrounding the gods who lurked about in such storms. He looked at these freshening storms and could feel his mother by his side, hear her voice as she read to him, feel the mystery once again. How easy it had been to believe those stories, how difficult they were to unlearn, even now. How easy it was to believe in things we could not see.

MaryAnn was cooking, Sarah and Aaron setting the table. It was Eggs Sardou this morning, a beautiful creole breakfast of poached eggs, artichoke bottoms, creamed spinach and Hollandaise sauce, served with a strong chicory blend from New Orleans. He pulled himself away from the storms and drifted to the table, as ever in awe of MaryAnn’s skill in the kitchen. “If you keep this up I’m going to explode,” he sighed as he looked over the table. “Even so, I will pass with a smile.”

He looked at his little family just then, if that’s what it really was, with a sense of detached awe. Did these kids just seem to want to take care of him, or was there something deeper going on? MaryAnn had been an enigma, for a few weeks, anyway. She was plump, not fat, but time and a few babies would see her blossom into a large woman, yet she professed to want a career in internal medicine and had pointedly mentioned she never wanted to marry. So yes, she was a contradiction, one not unlike many of the undergrads he taught, and he always seemed to find less-than-happy childhoods behind many of these choices. Strange, too, because his childhood had been more than happy and yet he’d made the same sorts of decisions, and as a historian, he wondered what academics a hundred years hence would make of the early 21st century. This was, after all, the era of grievance-filled politics, or supposedly so, anyway, yet he couldn’t recall any era that wasn’t filled to overflowing with similar grievances. Was it the volume of information these kids had to deal with, or the cognitive dissonance that resulted from so many competing narratives?

Aaron had already turned into Wally, Beaver Cleaver’s older know-it-all brother who always seemed to lend a steady hand until Ward, their father, showed up to provide fatherly wisdom and a handy resolution to the problem at hand. The odd part about it? MaryAnn doted on Aaron. She acted just like a heat-seeking missile around the boy. Was it genetic programming kicking-in, as perhaps some kind of maternal drive seeking fulfillment? But recently he’d been picking up similar vibes from Sarah, too. Like maybe she had a thing for Aaron, too. Was there trouble brewing?

He had already dressed for the day and planned to walk to the chapel for morning services. He’d never been particularly religious but had gone, when the impulse hit, simply to participate in the communal rituals that had, for centuries, bound people together. And yet, lately, he’d been doing so with increasing regularity. ‘Isn’t this an elective affinity?’ he wondered. ‘But if so, why now? Is it the kids? Am I responding to some need in them, or is it just because I’m getting old?’

MaryAnn planned to take the Subaru out to Costco to do some shopping, and Aaron wanted to tag along; Sarah needed to go to the library to plow through items on a reserve reading list. After their plates were cleared and the dishwasher loaded, they all headed to the elevator and down to their appointed rounds.

Peter Wells stopped to check his mailbox while MaryAnn and Aaron walked off to the Subaru, while Sarah took off out the front door, heading to the library. Peter followed her out a moment later, his practiced eye suddenly drawn to the building thunderstorms now towering over the city, probably just now reaching the three rivers. He saw Sarah up ahead, already crossing Fifth Avenue at the light, but turning now to walk towards the chapel and the shortcut across the quad to Hillman Library.

He saw them in the next instant. Two boys, young, probably teenagers, but something about them looked off because it seemed like they had very deliberately fallen in behind Sarah after she passed the shadows they’d been lurking in.

She crossed Bellefield and made a left along the sidewalk beside the hedgerow and he quickened his pace to catch up, but the light caught him and he watched, now helpless, as the two boys jumped her from behind and pulled her behind the hedge. 

Maybe it was adrenaline. Maybe it was testosterone. 

Maybe it was pure rage that mindless hooligans would defile both a gracious young woman and the University, and not far from his beloved chapel.

He darted through traffic as he ran after them, and arrived just in time to push one of the boys off Sarah. Then the other boy, dark, swarthy, and with malevolent pale silver eyes, pulled out a pistol…

…just as the earth shook under the hammer blow of an immense crack of thunder. The kid flinched and pulled the trigger just as a shattering crack of lightning struck the chapel’s steeple; bits of molten metal arced through the morning sky as cascades of sparkling embers settled over the quad…

…Peter Wells was aware of falling. Then the pain registered. Pressure, hot boiling pressure. Radiating down his left arm and up his neck, settling behind his eyes. He was aware of hitting the grass, of his flaccid head bouncing off the turf, but now he could see his beloved chapel in the distance, yet something looked wrong. The air was on fire. Sarah was on her knees, crawling towards him and one of the boys was staring from Sarah to him to the other kid, the kid with the pistol in his hand…

…and that’s when the sphere appeared. Out of the trees. The shimmering orb fell to the ground but stopped short and hovered there, then it advanced on the boy with the pistol. Peter Wells couldn’t believe his eyes.

“That’s ball lightning,” he whispered as recognition penetrated the last remnants of consciousness. The lightning drifted across the grassy quad like it was drawn to the boy, or was it to the pistol in his hand? He wanted to shout out a warning but couldn’t. Drop the pistol and break the ground circuit! You’ll be safe then!

But the boy froze and then started shooting at the hot sphere.

And the sphere simply ran into and then through the boy, whose body simply exploded. Only his hands and feet remained, and Sarah Caldwell started to scream and cry.

But Peter Wells was up there in the clouds now, looking down on the world his father and grandfather had helped build. He watched as a white car pulled up on the curb, and he recognized MaryAnn and Aaron running to the stricken man on the grass, but his mind was on the three rivers now, and where they might take him.

© 2024 adrian leverkühn | abw | adrianleverkuhnwrites.com | this is fiction plain and simple, and nothing but. And here ends part one, of three.

Perhaps more Yes is in order here. Close to the Edge might do the trick.